might be on altpriv for a bit im really not doing great rn
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might be on altpriv for a bit im really not doing great rn
my sisters car is making a very concerning noise
have such a headache rn
i need to get back to actually replying to people on discord and interacting and otherwise being Social with people unfortunately. my life is falling apart and i keep forgetting that other people do exist
i can try to be productive tomorrow
maybe i'll play cry of fear tonight but it would probably be a bit later since i'm going to my parents for dinner
i told myself i would be productive today but then i got sad
showered but at what cost i had a panic attack and threw up
i dont know what to do with myself lowkey like i have things i have to do but my brain is just completely stalled out i dont even know where to start with the simplist of tasks
i always get my hopes up like "omg finally spring!!" WRONG. YOU GET A FOOT OF SNOW AND -20. FUCK YOU. like ive had ENOUGH
felt this like what the hell are we doing
god the last 3 weeks have been such ass like even more ass than the 5 months before it literally everything thay could go wrong is going wrong in my life lately lol
i have to shower this is so fucked up and twisted </33 i really should clean my kitchen but i havent been able to get myself to do anything because im sad
:D and :O !
thamk you 💗💗
AWE YAY
thank you liz 💗
really. dreading having to go to my grandmas funeral i cant do another funeral ive been to so many funerals in the last few months i cant do another one
unless i bwAAAOOOUUUUAAAAGHH again today i will be more active
I GOT AORRIED dont deactivate oomf youre so cool
im watching you
yes!!!!!
this might be a wild underestimation ngl i love turning on post notifs I Am Always Watching
its like 15-20 people LMAO
you guys have no idea how many people i have post notifs on for. you might even be one of them
spent all day dissociatinggggg haha 😗✌🏼
these in addition to my regular meds i take for sleep nightly knocked me the fuck out
my multifunctional meds that i take as needed for anxiety, agitation, and insomnia god bless ❤️
i took two of my meds that i have for when i cant sleep and by god i was OUT damn i just slept 9 hours
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