hess @ suffering

click for Sick Book Recs…… jk this is just my book covers tapestry of everything I read/listened to in 2025 🫡

and i love drawing bodies!! its a love circle 🤝

aaand the last one of the set 👽 I’ll most likely take more of these via patreon next month !

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the two comms I finished today ! Just one left to go 💪 tomorrows task…..

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my bookclub crossover ended so now im back to reading a kajillion books at once ig 🤨 these r nice and varied tho... and my current personal read alias grace is nice to compare with wolf hall!

hyah! More commission work be upon ye 🫴 I barely drew these past few weeks between work batches but I Did read + take notes on the whole karrakin trade baronies supplement of Lancer so…..👽

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ive been having a great goofy time watching greys anatomy (why does it get more and more Christian from s3 onward fjfnnfndn) but i hate this owen hunt character 😒 leave cristina alone

hehehehohoho

worming FATEy stuff into lancer combat.. i just love consequence mechanics and also.. highlighting the problems of using megawarmachines 🤨

when mantel sprinkles in the odd eroticism here and there it feels so.. tense?? and embodied? looking forward to seeing what the old men get up to now that ive seen the young ones fjfjfjf

if you have time in your life to read an 870 pages long book about french revolutionaries i highly rec A Place of Greater Safety... its so fucking messy and vivid while maintaining the fuzzy/obscuring veil between (historical) people and their observers... wolf hall im coming for u next

and the final one of the batch ♥️!!! please let me draw more boobs next time potential clients 🧐

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Thank you! It’s so interesting when ppl say that bc i don’t feel it’s something I focus on intentionally at all 🤔

and the final one of the batch ♥️!!! please let me draw more boobs next time potential clients 🧐

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penultimate January comm 🐍 !

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another! But this time only a 1 on the dedicated chaste to sloppy scale I ask people to indicate on hehe

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🫴HYAH! 2/5 done !!

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potentially! I have to do a little bit of Calculation wrt the fees/taxes situation there, but as a heads up, i do post abt comm slots first in the attached discord server, then on patreon itself, which tends to mean they get snapped up/I don’t end up posting publicly 🤔

I’m compelled to add the precum whenever I draw a penis sjdjdn thank you!

aaauu thank you so much!! the rendering contrast thing i simply Cannot let go of ever since the generational influence that was the da:i tarot art

I think I’ll be sharing wider crops like this of at least some of the erotic comms I’m doing this month! billboard my patreon where I do a bunch of stuff including putting elves in soooo many situations 🫡

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not yet! the patreon uploads lag behind my rate of posting exclusive work to the connected discord server, but it will go on there too!

its all in the squish 🧐 thank you!

thank you!!

waa thank you angel, the specificity of ur comment fills me w drawing power 🤝

Thanks much !!

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click for Sick Book Recs…… jk this is just my book covers tapestry of everything I read/listened to in 2025 🫡

My pleasure!!

ultra rare fanart event and it’s for fellow illustrator @velnna.bsky.social’s #MAF2k25 dtiys !!