And I lost all of my job prospects. I'm just going to be stuck at this shitty job forever. I'll get back to work on it but this has easily been one of the worst days of my life. :/
assigned without fail. All for someone who has been here half the time get promoted in front of me.
I've got other job prospects lined up but it hurts. It hurts knowing that I've been sidelined again. It's...going to be another shitty, quiet, contemplative night from me I think.
It feels...bad knowing that I put six years into working somewhere to have it not pay off in the slightest. I've been hurt on the job, I've been hurt because of this job, I've been yelled at for doing my job and I've been made to sit in freezing or boiling rooms by myself to do the task I've been -
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A screenshot of a tweet that says: Your art will betray you. It will look better in your head than on paper. It will make you feel untalented some days. Love it anyway. Because one day, it will also surprise you, fulfill you, and remind you why you started.
Throwback to something worth repeating.
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I wouldn't marry me either
I had better see a record number of reposts on this.
again, it'd probably have significant health costs. If I could somehow secure a solid financial situation, I might try it. It'd probably be fun if making money wasn't the objective.
Like, it gets harder all the time, I don't know where to find appropriate music, software or art really and unless I get insanely lucky, I could be throwing all of my work into a void and getting nothing back for my effort. I did the starving artist thing in college. I'm pretty sure if I tried it -
There's been a post going around about the impact some people have had on the internet. Me personally? I ran a webcomic wayy back in the sprite comic days that I'm sure nobody remembers. That's really about it.
I've thought about becoming a content creator but It's just not a feasible lifestyle.
Anyone got a way for me to quit my job so I can join all of these cool EU TTRPG's I keep finding? Augh, the difference 6-9 hours make.
And the world turns for yet another year soon. I can only hope I can say this again next year with happier memories in my heart.
I wish I was lucky enough to attend cons in my younger years. I was too busy just trying to survive. I think that version of me would have had a much better life.
with back then just got worse. But there were also good days I had there that I don't really have anymore. But I have grown quite a bit since then, so it's not all bad news. I caste off an anchor tonight and I'm more than happy to see it go. Rot in agony, you cesspool of a platform.
I visited the hellsite one last time to delete everything finally. It was kinda bittersweet to see people that I used to know on there, in lives that have long since lapsed. It was even kind of sad seeing how frustrated I was with things back then, and how so many of the issues I was dealing-
I feel this in my bones.
Welp. Time to absolutely throw anything Larian related off of my computer, never to return.
people entirely, as I get older and find less people into the things I enjoy?
I don't know, but for now at least, I can still enjoy these things. I should try to do them while I can. Get good memories while I can. Meet new people while I can. I won't know what might come my way unless I try.
game. I could conceivably have fun with the hobby again. But I don't...know if I could take something like that happening again to me. I''ve already had so many bad memories of running with various online groups, that as I get older, will I just...stop reaching out? Just stop wanting to be around -
I'd just go, what's the point, you know? I'm probably not going to get into another game, so what's the point in making character ideas?
But...I've recovered a bit. I can look at these things and feel a little bit of a spark, but not the joy I once had. I might have potentially joined another -
Anytime I think about the campaign's funnier or better moments, I instantly swing back to "oh yeah? And look at how those people treated you when the game ended? How quickly they tossed you aside." For awhile there, I couldn't even stand to look at any pathfinder/Starfinder/D&D material because -
It's been almost 2 months since the game I got kicked out of ended. I'm...honestly surprised by how much that actually hurt me and my enjoyment of tabletops. I still find myself occasionally thinking about it in my more depressive moments. How much I wish reacted more, said more, got more answers.
I'm sure there's a few places you can read horror stories, but I know a big one is on Reddit.
Photo of Revy Photoshopped onto a transgender flag She's pointing back and looking shocked
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Wait, this is real? What have they done to my boy!?
- Starfinder games and if this is the only option, I may have to give up on it like I did for Humblewood.
