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i genuinely loathe every aspect of myself
I'm so broken
espresso martini
it's here!
i'm tainted there's something lingering on me that has always marked me as separate from everyone else i've always inspired pity or revulsion even among strangers i'm cursed with this metaphysical estrangement
rediscovering my love of live music and realizing that my dislike of most ``legitimate'' venues was the issue
i'm taking psychic damage from how high i am
i'm a failure at everything i do
why do i even bother trying
this took so long and it was only the first step 😭
take 2
gelato affogato al caffè
cold
yup
my last cigarette
i can't believe i go out looking like this.........
wek
dissociating is an effective coping strat but it's so exhausting doing it all the time
i should join the ffl so i can pivot to being a mercenary and do mgs irl
i have no right to be depressed
need to find a blood brother to sacrifice myself with for the betterment of the world
I should have shot myself that night
