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Amanda Joy

@ajevans21

"Supernumerous existence wells up in my heart" -- Rainer Maria Rilke

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New to me too, thanks for sharing! I love how fiery a lot of these are.

10.03.2026 23:24 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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10.03.2026 14:27 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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"Let me know the way"

#collage #papercollage #cutandpaste #thelongandwindingroad

08.03.2026 15:22 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
History of Me
I was five
The first time I remember crossing the street alone I looked back and saw
My mom waving β€”I didn't see her tears
She never said
She saw my quivering lip
That was the first time I misunderstood
-Leaving
There were so many times in the years after Of misinterpretation
The waves of loneliness and anxiety
Feeling like that little girl in the dress and backpack
On the corner
Crossing alone
Leaving became a habit of others or me
I learned to push the quivering down
Anxiety never truly goes away
You can crush the pill or take it
You can run β€”or stay
Aren't we always going to be
Crossing the street β€”wishing β€”we had a hand to hold ~ Alison P. Birch

History of Me I was five The first time I remember crossing the street alone I looked back and saw My mom waving β€”I didn't see her tears She never said She saw my quivering lip That was the first time I misunderstood -Leaving There were so many times in the years after Of misinterpretation The waves of loneliness and anxiety Feeling like that little girl in the dress and backpack On the corner Crossing alone Leaving became a habit of others or me I learned to push the quivering down Anxiety never truly goes away You can crush the pill or take it You can run β€”or stay Aren't we always going to be Crossing the street β€”wishing β€”we had a hand to hold ~ Alison P. Birch

Today is my birthdayβ€”πŸŒΈ
I'm sharing a poem I wrote for my mom.
History of Me
β€”I was five
The first time I remember crossing the street alone, I looked back and saw
My mom waving/That was the first time I misunderstood β€”Leaving/ Leaving became a habit of others or me/
You can run
-or stay

07.03.2026 12:30 πŸ‘ 29 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 11 πŸ“Œ 0

πŸ’›πŸ’›

05.03.2026 15:02 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Breakfast for towhees

05.03.2026 14:51 πŸ‘ 12 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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"When anxious, uneasy, and bad thoughts come, I go to the sea, and the sea drowns them out with its great wide sounds, cleanses me with its noise, and imposes a rhythm upon everything in me that is bewildered and confused."
~ Rainer Maria Rilke

04.03.2026 10:55 πŸ‘ 102 πŸ” 30 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Gently read...

β€’ Wendell Berry β€’

04.03.2026 17:45 πŸ‘ 97 πŸ” 31 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 2

God, grant me the serenity to be a functional and loving human under the weight of all of the horrors I cannot physically/mentally process or accept.

05.03.2026 03:57 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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I think of this prayer in moments of anxiety when I feel overwhelmed and unable to process the weight of the world or my life. But sometimes the first part of the prayer rubs me the wrong way. How can I accept what I can barely fathom?

05.03.2026 03:57 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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a woman in a yellow shirt is holding a piece of paper that says " i choose defiant jazz " ALT: a woman in a yellow shirt is holding a piece of paper that says " i choose defiant jazz "
04.03.2026 01:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Waters of March
Waters of March YouTube video by Art Garfunkel - Topic

youtu.be/nRCA0JfpLUA?...

04.03.2026 01:35 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Hit the water-bottle counter jackpot at work today. Pretty sure this unlocked a new dimension in space and time. Please enjoy. β³πŸŒ€πŸ€“

03.03.2026 23:33 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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snap, grackle, pop!

03.03.2026 14:47 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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bonjour πŸ’œ

03.03.2026 14:47 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Henry V: Touch Her Soft Lips and Part
Henry V: Touch Her Soft Lips and Part YouTube video by Sir Neville Marriner - Topic

youtu.be/oK0Rw4aR84g?...

03.03.2026 01:17 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Good morning πŸ¦…πŸͺΊ

02.03.2026 14:11 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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02.03.2026 05:18 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Mary Oliver, 1986

#poetry #poem #MaryOliver

02.03.2026 05:18 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Quiet friend who has come so far,

feel how your breathing makes more space around you.
Let this darkness be a bell tower
and you the bell. As you ring,

what batters you becomes your strength.
Move back and forth into the change.
What is it like, such intensity of pain?
If the drink is bitter, turn yourself to wine.

In this uncontainable night,
be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses,
the meaning discovered there.

And if the world has ceased to hear you,
say to the silent earth: I flow.
To the rushing water, speak: I am.

Quiet friend who has come so far, feel how your breathing makes more space around you. Let this darkness be a bell tower and you the bell. As you ring, what batters you becomes your strength. Move back and forth into the change. What is it like, such intensity of pain? If the drink is bitter, turn yourself to wine. In this uncontainable night, be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses, the meaning discovered there. And if the world has ceased to hear you, say to the silent earth: I flow. To the rushing water, speak: I am.

#Poetry
#Poem
#BlueskyPoetry
#RainerMariaRilke

Let This Darkness Be A Bell Tower by Rainer Maria Rilke
from Sonnets to Orpheus II, 29

26.02.2026 17:18 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Today, for the first time as an adult, I attended a session to help me figure out long-term therapy support options for myself. I've never attended a therapy session before, just for myself. I feel heavy and drained and embarrassed and selfish. I feel hopeful and proud of myself too.

27.02.2026 00:38 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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And Lovebird too πŸ’š

26.02.2026 14:42 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Good morning from Goldfinch πŸ’›

26.02.2026 14:42 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh yikes, hang in there! ❄️ We are forecasted to hit 90 degree weather at the end of this week. 🫠

25.02.2026 19:57 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
For the Hungry Boy
For the Hungry Boy YouTube video by Jonny Greenwood - Topic

youtu.be/gjOsVm3QfeA?...

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Good morning :)

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Ruby
Ruby YouTube video by Ali Farka TourΓ© - Topic

youtu.be/1GEjsxkyNG0?...

25.02.2026 00:25 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Hello, redbird ❀️

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