🩷Cryptic Vibes🩵

Alas I'm too busy taking psychic damagefrom my uncrunched cinnamon toast.

Crimes. Like two levels of crimes.

My weekends used to be spent tormenting subs and making weak souls whimper for me.

Now I'm fucking doing boring vanilla work shit and I hate that for me actually.

Where are any of my stylus pens?
I don't want to go back to drawing with my finger.
I have been spoiled by a year of stylus drawing please.
😭

Ugh gotta leave out at the time I usually get up today because we work early~✨

Yea I totally remembered to turn my cloud storage on this time.😹 But I did not expect my phone to get stolen and certainly not that soon after I got it lol.

It's sucks so much ass but to be fair my WIPs pile was massive. Maybe I'll focus on actually finishing pieces with a fresh start lol.

Haven't touched my sketchbook since redownloading it on my new phone because I lost ✨all my WIPs✨

Real muse killer that.

Very. If the underskirt comes in more colors than blue like dark purple or black I'd definitely be all in.

Thank you to the darling who sent $20 towards me having food. 🥺
This kitty cryptid is doing their best to stay tf alive and little things like this take some of the pressure off of having to decide between starving and being unhoused. Cause we all know ya cat picking starvation every time.

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#MutualAid #BOOST #HelpSky

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I need more free time and more money in my life actually.

Pulled down my rent goal because it didn't move AT ALL. 🙃
Could I perhaps at the very least get like $50 for groceries?

I am eating noodles and Korean BBQ Spam at 6AM because I'm actually taking my day off this week but woke up at the work time and smoked so now I'm hungry.

Let's keep Void moving on their goal please and thankies~ Even just a reskeet can be of help.

Currently vibing out to one of my favorite song series, the full Robot With the Human Hair series (IN ORDER) by Dance Gavin Dance as my work playlist.

Real "It hurt itself in its confusion" energy with that one.

a black and white photo of a raccoon with the words absolute cinema written below it Alt: A small raccoon with its hands raised in the air. White text reads: Absolute Cinema

I....
Mmmm...
The internet do be internetting.

Truly my job needs to get it's shit together.
Anyways showing up an hour late for work according to them but an hour early according to my actual schedule soooooooo. Good times.

I don't work today and after spending all yesterday barfing then passing out very good for me actually. I need the rest.

However I woke up at 6 like I had work so I'm gonna smoke weed and try to sleep again.

Alright let's try consuming food without barfing shall we?

Thank you. I hope it stops too because I hate barfing lol.

Cool seems like today I'm vomiting minutes after eating or drinking anything.
Good shit.
Not miserable at all.

I am not the friend for people who want an enabler and not honesty.
If you're the problem I'mma tell you cause that's what good friends do.

Self examination in relation to a disability should be less about prevention which is often impossible and more about harm mitigation. The answer to which shouldn't be to not exist in public. It's a nuanced issue really but simply not existing publicly is not the solution.

The fucking impact of saying slurs even if unintentional has on others. Like are we being intentionally daft here?

Like yes it's beyond your control we get that but it does not negate the impact. Or are white folks omitted from considering others when disabled while POC do not get that grace.

Yea no. The concept of having a disability that makes you say offensive things uncontrollably and offensive things remain offensive do in fact have the capacity to both exist, be true, and require reflection.

One does not mitigate the other.

I find the human allergy to self reflection to be fucking concerning actually. No one's asking anyone to be pure of heart. No one is pure or fucking heart at all. But if you KNOW your gestalts include slurs you should also be aware the impact or their use isn't negated by intentionality.

Living in Utah comes with fielding a lot of passive racism.