Dela

a black and white drawing of a cartoon girl with short hair and big eyes . ALT: a black and white drawing of a cartoon girl with short hair and big eyes .

I was lied to game unlocks in 9 hours :)

I'm no longer depressed my anxiety has washed away move aside everyone I will not leave my room for the next [???] years

I think I need to stop caring about quality for these I need to pump them out before other people do my ideas first so I don't end up looking like I'm just copying other people like usual

Thought I'd had fixed my sleep schedule again finally but turns out today had other plans for me and now I'm overstressing over my current projects yayyyyy =)

I wanted to release a demo by the end of this week, but I might have to delay that to next week just to make sure the game looks even a little bit presentable

This stinks

Eagh I'm making good progress on the game but the unfortunate task of Making Assets is slowing me down!!!!!!!!

That's stupid I hate that!!!!

Patience young one..... I should probably have some stuff to show soon

I have to contact my insurance via phone??? I waited 2 days for an email just to tell me that???? This is stupid

Have I ever posted about my game here? I don't think I have. I've been making some good progress but it's mostly been backend stuff so I can't really show progress here X_X

Hopefully soon though, then I can get a demo out and set up a Patreon =)

I mean I already do nsfw comms for friends lol I just don't really like doing nsfw comms for strangers since it's like weird and personal to me

Maybe I could revive The Secret Account too and get some more expensive comms again for that? But idk I don't like doing nsfw comms for strangers X_X

But money.....

Man I hate American Health Insurance and Current Job Market.

I might have to e-beg for comms for a little bit until I can get my game project into a demo-able state and maybe I could e-beg for Patreon subs instead lol

Absolute hater.................

Never kill yoursef!!!!!

idk tho apparently I haven't changed from since then and my weight is still relatively the same so maybe I'm just insane but either way exercise is good so if tricking my brain is how to get to doing it, then that's a good thing

No way the thing getting me motivated for exercising again is the thinking of
"I was more twinkish when I was on the swim team so that means I should exercise again"

february tooth

I love you Cintiq 13HD I've had since I was like 12 please stop showing possible signs of degradation like more and more frequently disconnecting yourself for no reason I need you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Also I'm cold (I fell asleep before taking my bedstuff out of the dryer)

Awful

I went to look at who liked my last dream post to see the ratio of following/not following and I saw two people say they had partners in their bios and my brain entered a downward spiral

Not a good way to start the morning I fear

It wasn't a direct supportive comment tbf, but he was mad that someone complaining abt Trump and when they asked him for his opinion he was proudly saying how smart he was for deflecting by lying and saying "I'm an independent"

Sir you have fooled no one

Hmmm... Did I just overhear Father of Mine be supportive of Trump bcuz he's homophobic?

Perhaps I had too much faith in Parents of Mine to see past that, despite how homo/transphobic they are. Shame.

=(

5th or so consecutive year of my dentist saying I have the healthiest teeth in Family of Mine

YOUR OOF

wtf that's oomf!!!!!

I spoke too soon.

Surprised that a really old acquaintance of mine is fine calling me by my new name without mistakes after he was informed of it lol

Now I'm disappointed in my close friends for still having trouble with it

Nope, I definitely let her know full well abt it lol