Lady of Puppets

what's go? :o

You go into right wing dominated fandom? Misogyny
You go into left wing dominated fandom? Somehow, also Misogyny

I have to command Vince gilligan on making the main character of his latest serie a lesbian who got bitter, jaded, depressed and cranky from 10 years of making wattpad hetslop for the munz.

Like, I wouldn't have expected to see that in a mainstream show but hey, bravo Vince!

how -curious-

IT’S DONE
IT’S BEEN EXCRUCIATING EVERY STEP OF THE WAY BUT AT LONG LAST IT’S DONE.

Now I can rest easy and prepare my move!

Thank youuuu Maya <33

2026 shall be MY year!!
- find hapiness: ✅
- lifemaxx: ✅
- get my own place: almost ✅
- mount a homelab and stop relying on a thousand subscriptions: working on it!!👷‍♀️
- ditch microslop for good: TRYING

I’m, like, ON FIRE!!
Gimme a few more years like this and I’ll finally put myself on HRT-

Also, now I can finally put my ermm…acquired media on a proper place and not rely on streaming services anymore! :D

Yesterday, I received a cool mini pc so I can run my home servers on it :)
Little machine but it runs flawlessly so far, very cool!!

OK.
IF ALL GOES WELL MY MORTGAGE SHOULD BE DEFINITELY APPROVED TODAY.
WISH ME LUCK PEEPS

One of the craziest things since I started feeling better, is how GOOD you feel when your environment is clean and tidy.

I didn't realize how miserable I was living in a borderline hoarder-grade apartment.

Like, having all that clean space on my desk? It makes me feel so happy!

And after a LOOOOOOT of heavy lifting and almost breaking my back, here is my updated setup with my new desk!! I must insist on how fucking CLEAN it is in regard to cables! Finally my desk looks…clean, dare I say!

It’s also bigger, so I can put my computer on top and access it easily!

Can we please get an o7 in the chat for my faithful ikea Fredde desk who served me brilliantly for 8 long years?

You did good buddy, rest now.

The modern version of finding gold in your backyard: I found 32GB of unused RAM by cleaning up my apartment

<= requires you to either have an outside unit, or to pierce a wall in order to evacuate the hot air, so it's much ironically much harder to get this done!

WELL, that's because!

I am buying an apartment, and as such, while I can more or less do anything I want within the walls of my apartment, anything that would encroach on common living spaces usually requires approval from the building's co-owners.

and well, AC more or less always =>

another thing I'm like SO STOCKED ABOUT, is finally being able to tinker my home.

Like, i can pierce walls, i can run wires through them, I can repaint the wall, add wall panels...

(but apparently I can't get air conditioning, life remains cruel as ever-)

I love youuu <333

thank you march <3

I'm still kinda holding my breath, but as soon as the bank tells me my mortgage is approved, I think i'll finally be able to rest easy!! it should be a few days, a week top, now!!

<= SOMEHOW, something is gonna make it fail, because it almost feels like it's not supposed to happen.

it's super stupid, given nothing remotely suggest this could happen, but I can't shake the feeling,,

I guess it's mostly...this wasn't originally in the cards for me.
I grew up super poor, almost faced being expelled from my home several times, all that jazz.

That I'd eventually make it to the point where I can actually have my own place...I never expected it!

Which in turn makes me feel like =>

I sure am motivated, but I really wanna go back to enjoying life LMFAO

I have been waiting for like a week and a half for my final mortgage validation.
It's like SO infuriating, because it's literally the LAST THING I NEED then i can breath a massive sigh of relief, and just start calling movers, send in my notice to end my current lease...

i have decided to treat myself and order a stupidly expensive desk, BUT HEY, it's larger, and it has amazing cable management, so at last my desk will be clean!!

I am like...a few days away from having a confirmation of my mortgage, but each passing day makes me more anxious and honestly the stress is getting a little too much,,,

to be fair, it's not very different from normal-sized airfryers-

putting him in the airfryer

I have SO MANY PLANS to build my network setup once I move.

...but I don't really wanna do any big spending until I'm in my new home.

....and EACH FUCKING MONTH I HAVE TO SEE THE PRICE OF RAM AND HARD DRIVES RISE, HOLY FUCK WHAT WILL IT COST IN APRIL

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oooh, amazing!! maybe a future joint venture, who knows ahah!!