What Lurks in the Woods

okay but what do we actually do about these puritan assholes in our own community. like really.

i love therapy cause even if i dont talk about it in therapy it's a magnet to align my brain to Actually Making Myself Feel Better

yay! wahoo!! yippee!! And Other Suck Exclamations

Sirius, Venus, and the Lunar Child
Giggle and the flames grow higher!
Dance in a circle 'round the central fire
The Indigo Children

Wine, song, food, and fire
Clothes, shelter, and seed
No more need for the old empire!

Despairing is painless
And peace is a lie
You should try loving man
While fucking hating mankind
It rips you apart!

can someone teach me how to do relationships. at all. feel like im failing at every friendship and fling and just Every Facet of relationship :(

i want terribly a space to call home. not sure whether i should be looking for one or building one.

it's another In My Room by Julia Wolf day

UGH i dont wanna be mean but god damn so many humans wanna hang out with me and idk how to express that like. ur fine but ur not My Crowd.

i prob just need to be more open to it but god i just. dont wanna spend all this time around people who will never be at my pace through the world. babysitting

feel like we text weird. like. do i come off stilted and awkward ovr text

If I have lived today then I have lived forever

Went from "these next 10 years look great!" at 18 to "yeah I think I'll be alive in October" at 22

EXPLODING GIVE ME EVERYTHING I WANT ALWAYS /lh

probably gonna try to post about weight loss and fitness goals on here just so i dont accidentally blast someone with insecurity but

ive lost 5 lbs since starting again and my leg press is up to 220, lat pd up to 90, leg curl+ext at 130, really happy with progress and have built habit well

hello genie yes one Fulfillment and Belonging please

i kinda don't like how much i like the idea of being in a giant expansive polycule cause like. that shouldn't taint relationship needs. but in the back of my head it's nice to think about metas of metas of metas

i need to get a punching bag to take shit out on in private what the hell do you mean the discord ceo is israeli.

how the fuck are we supposed to be okay with any of this

ugh ill be in furry/therian spaces and just get the sick dreadball that im doing it wrong somehow. why? how? who knows

Give me a chance.

I was never even given a fucking chance. Am I just some pup to you? Am I physically unattractive? Is there some warning about me being passed around? Fucking EXPLAIN IT.

I deserve answers. I deserve affection.

I am completely sick of having to try to play games. I am deserving of love and affection from my own kind and yet no matter what I do or how much I give I get NOTHING.

Talk to me with some fucking dignity. If you're so good at communication, then fucking TELL ME what is happening.

And where has your propriety gotten you? Are you content now?

You know nothing of what you deny. Suffer for your contempt.

The Wolf has found its way in and you have given it everything it craved. Weep as it weeps, I am done with remorse.

i feel like everyone's side character

truly i just don't know what to do anymore. what makes me unspecial. why am i unwanted.

AAAAAAAAHHHH screaming why do i always feel on the outside and isolate no matter how many plans i have

i think ive maybe been closed off. not opening myself to intimacy and sharing my life with others. cant wait to start being annoying. if critters dont like it they can express a boundary

The Watchman/Door in the Eye as a concept for the terror of surveillance really gets to me.

As a librarian I am fearful of the powers I borrow - the Watchman is not fomd of the Wood

i just wish someone would ould tell me bluntly what im doing wrong. no one has to want to be close to me but i feel that without knowing why I'm just gonna be trapped and unable to fix it

what is it about me that made me not good enough

i just feel so unlovable. it's so easy to get the attention of humans who will never completely understand me and yet every animal i meet seems to run from real intimacy with me. what is it about me that's so revolting?