Nova (@novadrox) — bluesky.baby

Feeling so fucking empty

09.02.2026 01:51 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

I feel like I'm just sitting around, waiting for the day I die. I enjoy almost nothing in life anymore. Nothing really brings me joy.

This is just me getting my thoughts out. Not a cry for help, I'm just tired.

28.01.2026 23:51 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I know deep down I have friends that care, and would be upset if anything happened to me. But the feeling is still there. I can't really talk about these things to anyone directly anymore. But I've kept things suppressed for so long, I gotta let em out somehow.

28.01.2026 23:51 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

It's nearly impossible for me to really talk to anyone anymore. Even the few people I try to reach out to frequently, I typically feel unwanted. I just can't shake the feeling that I have no one. The loneliness is killing me.

28.01.2026 23:51 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Feels impossible to be happy anymore. I'm just a broken, empty shell of who I use to be.

28.01.2026 19:09 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Don't forget to cuddle your nearest big cat to keep you warm~ 🐱🔥

🐺 @sozan.bsky.social
🪡 @madefuryou.com

04.01.2026 21:50 👍 66 🔁 7 💬 4 📌 0

Still a collie ✔️
Ears still floppy ✔️
But something seems….different when I look at myself in the mirror 😳

Only 1 more week until this doggy flies back home to @alesslexie.bsky.social, so just having a little TFTuesday fun being a different doggy 🥰
#fursuit

23.12.2025 16:57 👍 126 🔁 17 💬 0 📌 0

Meow? 🐱

🪡 @madefuryou.com

17.12.2025 12:03 👍 147 🔁 14 💬 4 📌 0

I feel so worthless. I know I have friends that care, but I still feel so incredibly lonely.

16.12.2025 04:03 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Considering selling my suit 🙃

15.12.2025 02:03 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

I can fix him.

🐱: @sochi.bsky.social
📷: @novadrox.bsky.social
#FursuitFriday

12.12.2025 15:09 👍 80 🔁 5 💬 1 📌 2

Espresso Depresso today. I wish it wasn't so difficult to look past the downs of a con. Ending the con poorly just causes it to overshadow everything and ruin my mood and memories of the con 😭

08.12.2025 19:01 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Ya'll want some boba~? 🧋🐾

🪡 @madefuryou.com

04.12.2025 03:02 👍 262 🔁 34 💬 9 📌 1

Waiting for everyone else to get here! 😏

02.12.2025 22:13 👍 153 🔁 14 💬 6 📌 0

🪩🔮 Dreamy deer is now available for you! 🥰🦌🫵

#FursuitFriday

🛠️: @madefuryou.com
📷: @carohossphotos.bsky.social

07.11.2025 18:15 👍 143 🔁 15 💬 2 📌 0

👀

01.11.2025 00:22 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Life has felt so damn empty these last two years....

14.10.2025 16:07 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

Sometimes you gotta keep the commentary to a minimum so you don't bother the neighbors.
@novadrox.bsky.social
🎨: @neelix.bsky.social

04.10.2025 16:02 👍 71 🔁 9 💬 0 📌 0

After you're done appreciating your raccoon, you can do this to him.
@novadrox.bsky.social
🎨: @neelix.bsky.social

#FCF

03.10.2025 17:54 👍 233 🔁 34 💬 4 📌 1

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