Jelly 🖤🏳️‍⚧️

Off to work with a new wig for once, going for that cutesie alt baddie look 🙇🏻‍♀️

Off to FG locals we go 🙇🏻‍♀️

Concert fit for Imminence back in December. Got complimented by a cis guy and I think he tried talking me up. I'm too lesbian for this shit lmao

Had a Therian ex once and she hurt me a lot. It's kinda hard sometimes to not connect the two. My experience with Therians is far too limited. But I'm a curious bitch so I love learning about and meeting new people. So I should broaden my horizons a bit too.

Idk if I should call today a date but my fit goes kinda hard ngl

Went to my FG locals for once. Was pretty good. Going more often again, probably.

Fine you won.
I won't text first anymore.
When I miss you I won't tell you anymore.
I won't tell you of my day or my plans anymore.
I won't tell you about tomorrow or when I go to work.

I'll answer if you message.
But I've had enough of being the bigger person. Of chasing you.

When you tell her you aren't well and trying to distract yourself but spam her to show that you are still here but her reaction is to go play warframe without a word. Thanks for the talk.

I hate having bpd. How could I not split on her? Care about me my ass.

Not feeling good. Getting ignored between being love bombed feels like I'm being manipulated by someone that doesn't care.

Hard to differentiate between what is genuine impressions and what is bpd sympoms. Diagnosis means I have to kinda take it seriously.

I guess this is my journal now. Sorry.

Was at an emo meetup today and my fit kinda ate.

Meetup was shit but at least I look like this I guess.

6', I need to probably do my perspective. Just towering over a cutie with a clicker, maybe a leash. 🤰🏻

Yesterday's concert fit. I've gotten pretty fat. Annoying. But I'm working on it. Think I slayed otherwise.

Doing something else for the bento lunch today. Rice with soy sauce and a bit of sugar, chicken schnitzel things, sausage octopi and cucumber sticks 🙏🏻

Tonkatsu lunch 🙏🏻

Oh yeah. Today's bento lunch 🙏🏻

Today's bento lunch is.. simple yet again 🤡

A bit basic today because we had no extra veggies but should work 🤡

New day, new bento 🙏🏻

Girl going to get hormones and a blood test at her doc today 😎

Today's bento lunch 🙏🏻

Today's lunch 🙏🏻

Same.

Tuna rice bowl bento for today 👌🏻
Out of sushi rice though so had to use bismati 🙄

Housewife arc attained, initiating being cute mode 🙏🏻

We food posting here now. Rice bowl with breaded chicken. 🙏🏻

Work boring. But my coworkers didn't clock me as trans yet. It's been 3 months. We might be girl passing this bitch 🤡

Oh yeah should post here too I guess. Got a body for the first time yesterday. Dunno if it fits me but with accessories I think I can make it work. No makeup tho. And fu k tucking, that's for losers.

All good, no worries. I'm severely hurt and in great pain. I'm not exactly nice right now. Apologies.

A bit too late for that. Also I'm old enough so I'm fine without you telling me what to do.

I lost things I thought were mine. I lost my mind to the point that I did things to myself, one shouldn't do to themselves.

I'm way past "But you so pretty tho :(".

Hm?