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LOL no worries lmao, it is kinda misleading that it's called that lol 😂

I was talking about the performance, but I'm rlly worried abt that too tbh ;-; thank u 💜

I have my dress rehearsal for my recital today :( I'm so scared I need to be perfect or I'm a failure...

Also I feel like I never talk abt how truly isolated I am... I never talk at school unless spoken to and that's rare. I have absolutely no friends, I spend all my free time in bed and my roommate literally says she forgets I live there sometimes. The only ppl I have regular contact with are online

I just don't want to live. I want to stay in bed and do nothing, forever. I used to be really ambitious too, I chased my dreams and worked rlly hard but now I'm just exhausted, nothing interests me anymore, and being alive in this body as myself is a chore

Constantly switching between bed Mia and Ana is a special kind of hell

I refuse to throw them out :(

If anyone here is in alberta I'll pay u $19.47 to take me out back and shoot me

How do you even know if your life is worth living? How do you know you're not just prolonging more pain and suffering and leaving yourself vulnerable to even more torment...

I'm completely worthless. My life is over and it hasn't even begun. It doesn't matter that I might graduate soon and get married if the life afterward just isn't worth living. I need to find a way to kill myself as soon as possible. No more prolonging this.

I just don't want to live a life as myself.

I can't trust anyone anymore.

I need to get bad again

I don't get why :( but I appreciate that, thank u 💜

😭😭😭💜

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Some1 pls kidnap and lobotomize me so I don't have to go 2 school anymore plsplzpls plsplespleaze please

I wish I saw what other ppl saw :/ I genuinely feel like I'm deceiving u somehow

My mouth tastes like blood ;-;

I lowkirkuenly wanna get killed or die in an accident

I genuinely can't see myself as looking like anything other than a fat pig man. I just want to look like a girl and be seen as a girl but I just know nobody sees me that way, I'm seen as male by everyone, and I'm not even pretty or interesting or hard working or even a good person to make up for it

I really don't want to be alive anymore. I'm so close to being able to kms I know it... I just need to find a good way

Thank u 💜

Lol stfu bitch ur literally fine shut up

I'm 23 today. I'm literally rotting. Every time I get older I get more rotten, less wanted, less desirable, more worthless. I don't want to be alive anymore I just don't. Nothing makes me feel better for more than a few hours. I feel absolutely disgusted and ashamed of myself all the time

I don't even look human

Can't kms anymore so everyday I just have to hope and pray thar something kills me

I need to weigh in tn... its been far too long and I need motivation to lock in

i've never felt more horrible about myself. My fiance thinks I look like a corpse and that I dont work hard enough at school. I've been binging everyday for the past like 2 months and I'm missing a lot of school I just need to kill myself, all I'm doing is allowing more bad things to happen to me