Sk1a_p0L1t1cS 🏴🚩🇵🇸

I just realised that I've actually never really spoke about her so openly and how that affected me and how I feel about her

Idk if anyone cares, but those are all my boiled up feelings regarding my ex. (Who I broke up with nearly exactly 2 years ago)

(For context, had a long conversation with my bf and that topic came up somehow)

Our world is going to shit and what is humanity doing?
Laughing at it while being entertained.

I hope that when humanity is no more, the world can heal in peace again.

I always get so pissed when people say that Stalins regime was "communism", like, it fucking wasn't.
It was Stalinism, a dictatorship.

So pls for the love of Marx, stop jerking to that dictator you stupid ass fake commie tankies.

As long as there's capitalism, there will always be fascism.
As long as there's capitalism, the rich will always be untouchable.

Idk, I just feel weird and scared of doing so

I'm also scared that I make people I love feel bad because I feel bad

God I fucking hate being anxious af without having any reason to be, how tf does one turn off their fucking head?

Yes yes absolutely yea

Ah okay okay

Wym?

If they were there for work related purpose yea, but for what I know they were there in private

Okay wait
So police (only on Berlin I think) can now just enter people's home and install spy shit to hear what you say? And just do that when your either not there or asleep? Like straight up break in and sneak around??
Oh and german military just goes to Christmas markets ARMED???

🫂

Wish I could be in someone's arms rn.
Someone I fully trust and feel safe and loved around.
I have absolutely no energy left and only run on autopilot and have no idea how tf I didn't break down yet.
Everyday so many people talk with me, text with me etc and I just need a break.

Yk that we life in Germany and that here people in social works get payed like ass, right?

Sadly probably not because I don't have enough money for that, nor anywhere where I could life

I can't wait to move out someday and break contact with 90% of my family.

We're the self destructive youth of a world that has fucked us over and gaslights us that it's our own fault that they've messed up, while ignoring that is was them, their greed that is really burning us down

I don't get it, imo that's just another way to reassure us, that we life in different classes and that those with money can get comfortable just sitting on their asses.
Also YES PLEASE

There should be no first and second classes in trains.

Ich brauche hilfe, aber ich hab keine ahnung wie ich das irgendwie sagen soll/kann qwq
(Nie gelernt, yippee :D)

Danke

ALG2 wurde abgelehnt, begründung: Ich hätte Unterlagen nicht nachgewiesen.
(Es waren alles Unterlagen die ich entweder abgegeben habe, nicht nachweisen kann, oder von denen mir nie erzählt wurde)
Joa, jetzt hoffen dad BAföG klappt....meh
(Yay noch 3€ Bar und 2€ auf dem Konto :D)

Ye ik, but as I said, nothing too muuh/bad, no need to worry lobe 🫂

Nothing too much, just pretty much the same as the same few weeks, aka thinking about the time with my ex

I wish I could erase my memory

Graahhhh hate overthinking

🫂

Wäh qwq
Still feel bad about it