Kim McCauley

...I'd give it a shot

I've worked out pretty hard this week and I ate a lot of carbs tonight and I have fucking cartoon legs rn. Jay Cutler legs. Comically enormous.

one more to the mcfly song

I know if I'm lazy now I'm going to regret it in 2 months when the weather and trails are peak, but oh my god my motivation to do indoor rides is zero, I am so goddamn sick of watching YouTube videos on the trainer

For all the problems I have with that org there are so many cool people who work there who genuinely care about the fanbase and community a lot

I still do not like myself at all, I’m still pretty horrified that anyone likes me at all, I struggle to see a realistic path towards becoming someone I can respect. But I no longer think that anyone would be significantly better off as a result of me dying.

I’d change a lot if I could go back to the day I made that decision. I do not feel good about the way my life has gone since then.

But I didn’t die. I would have died if I didn’t decide to come out, and today I am not dead. W?

I tried so hard to be a straight guy. I wanted to make it work. I thought that if I met the right person, I could pretend forever. Sometimes I wish I tried harder.

But I was gonna die if I didn’t come out. I was drunk every day and had a method and venue for [redacted] planned. I HAD to.

I’m not going to argue with you because what does that do for anyone but it’s very hard to see

REAL

I did not expect the most painful answer possible for me but ❤️❤️❤️

go off king

you're the best Sass

I'm going to be so sad if all this crap comes back in a couple days and cutting the peanuts were a coincidence

Idk given some weird nose and throat stuff I think it might be

I feel good power walking flats at 4 mph and l’m actually properly hungry for the first time in months.

What the fuck man

I had awful seasonal allergies when I was a kid, so I got tested for everything ever. I 1000% did not have a peanut allergy as a child. I somehow developed something in my 30s. Bonkers.

My chronic nasal drip/congestion is gone 😂😂😂😂😂

Jesus Christ

Thinking about kissing someone I’ve always been too scared to tell I like because apparently I am 15 years old, basically the same effect on my brain as hitting myself in the head with a hammer

if not eating peanut butter today and feeling better was 100% a coincidence and I have the same GI problems again in a couple days I'm going to be so fucking pissed lmao

I'm like genuinely hopeful I accidentally discovered how to fix my entire life

vgk are an impressive collection of punk ass bitches

Would kill to *** **** ******* ** *** ***** ***** rn

If not eating peanuts fixes my GI problems at the same time as the weather gets nice I will literally not have depression anymore

bro if I developed a peanut allergy in my 30s...

Not to go all tiktok doctor but I must have eaten some horrendous shit to get fat because every day when I've been awake for 2-3 hours and it's been 15-16 hours since I last ate, so my body has to be burning fat for energy, I have the nastiest fucking feeling in the back of my throat

The government should intervene and forcibly remove my brain from my body

Mostly I am embarrassed about having any feelings or desires at all

Sometimes I get sad about things that are so embarrassing I couldn’t possibly admit it to anyone so they simply eat my brain

Joy Division - Shadowplay (Official Reimagined Video) YouTube video by Joy Division

one of my favorite songs ever www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPt3...

should I kms or try not eating peanut butter tomorrow, sound off in the comments