Love Bites 🩸

🥛 shaded color cm

Mimic chest👀

Mimic😱

Idk. A lot of words and spilling my guts on main to whine out "I just kinda want to be desired and also receive validation/affirmation."

And then kinda just me asking myself "many such cases, what are you going to do about it?" And never really finding a solution that works for me

There's only so much "it's all in my head" or "one day" I can tell myself

I don't know if there's even people waiting around the corner that I'll connect with perfectly, or if they even exist? Maybe I've already met them and the mix of brain problems and autism prevents me from seeing that?

I think one thing I crave a lot and I'm not really sure if it's unhealthy as someone in my position, is validation. I never ever see signs of small affirmations that can dismiss these thoughts of "unwantedness". Am I missing them? Are they even there at all? I don't know but I want them I guess...

I feel there's a lot getting in my way of actually overcoming this feeling. Right now I'm going through a rough phase of feeling isolated, don't really have a support network or people I feel like I can reliably lean on for emotional help, and I've spent years going through repeated abandonments

I feel like I blunder a lot of my interactions with people, especially ones where I feel like it could be my opportunity to stand out, and it makes me even wonder if people even like being around me. Maybe I need to grow a fucking backbone and stop being so socially anxious? Idk

Ugh I really hate getting into these moods of yearning. It's always so difficult to really parse what exactly I feel other than feeling socially disconnected from most people I talk to sometimes, like there's a side of me that people don't get and I feel like people won't get.

Going from "I don't feel like being around people" to "oh my fucking God I feel like a neglected maiden who has had to wait MONTHS for her lover to return from her voyage." in moments

400mg prog is an experience today

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I, for one, cannot wait for the endless amounts of clueless au ra males who cannot for the life of them find The Clyteum

Now you would think that microfat would be inverse effect based on this, BUT

Instead it acts like an underflow integer that makes the game code behave in strange and unpredictable ways. I LOVE fat micros. It's crazy that you're a fairy the size of the cookie jar itself!!! THAT'S HOT!!!

comm. save me yuria

Like. Looking down and my body being big in a lot of directions. That hits a huge spot for me. Visualizing that change in my own personal area take up more. I think that plays into the aspects of inflation that I like. ESPECIALLY pregnancy.

I want to be big and in the way a little....

You know I thought about it bc and the appeal of taking up more space is probably a big reason why I like weight dynamics.

I'm not a failgirl, I'm a grown ass failwoman! I suck shit at cooking eggs but I still shovel em down till the last bite.

Late night doodle of a big star girl.

I just cracked every damn near joint in my hand and I feel like my hand had a moment of reaching artist Nirvana

A very large catgirl laying on a couch/sofa looking surprised at her phone. On her phone is a picture of her from two years ago, outside and a lot lighter

A lot can change in 2 years!

Had some fun working on this, getting the shape nice, soft and big. Enjoy!

fancy lunch, waiting for her date

someone's mad...

stare into goth tachyon's eyes #umamusume #ウマ娘

How to hold or "finger" the rapier properly

PoV of her glasses in the morning

Ice cream...date?

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