Paula ABDL

got up early to be a proactive go-getter and instead I have endless brain fog, I shoulda stayed in bed

(to clarify the date is a “hey former coworker I want to find a new job here” date)

ghosted on a work lunch date so that feels cool

FIRST TRY

bitch you’re not angry you’re thirsty

it’s amazing how much emotional despair can be solved by asking yourself what does my body want and have I deprived it of that lately

real

so many knock-on effects to the “death of the monoculture”

omg listen to his little motor go

japanese marten

26!

I love that detail! it really only happened because I didn’t have a chisel to cut the pocket corners square but I think it looks so much cooler with the round

tbh i lucked out on finding a rental down here with a garage, i think i’d go nuts without it at this point

I am so pleased with myself y’all :3 it came out so good especially for a first try at making this kind of thing

DONE (for now)

Came across the phrase "cognitive DDOS" to describe our present culture.

Understood instantly what it meant.

John Wick

crazy in the coconut

bro we are essentially guitar twins

i slept for ten hours and then used my brain to fix a software bug and i feel my self worth returning so that’s nice

there’s a real bizarre sort of malaise that sets in when you finish a phd, it’s like, oh fuck *this* is what a phd is? and i’m still stupid? so every phd feels as dumb as i do??? oh NO

I have got to get my convictions back and to stop trying to please people in hopes of getting something in return jesus fucking CHRIST man

who needs therapy when wes anderson has already peered into my soul

only if someone tells me i do

bro needs his groove back with a quickness

dade otter: simply putty. defined only by external forces

i wonder if i’ll ever actually fall in love or if I’ve lost all sense of self and don’t know how to recognize those opportunities anymore

Extrasensory