Fuuckk, im here struggling to keep my dog warm and some people have to hear their tanks to make sure their fish doesn't die from this cold
ruzzians are terrorists
Fuuckk, im here struggling to keep my dog warm and some people have to hear their tanks to make sure their fish doesn't die from this cold
ruzzians are terrorists
It's 14 fucking degrees Celsius in my room
I've slept in a hat and it's a miracle that i could get myself out of the bed
So there's no power for
*checks phone with 3% charge left*
20 hours
and the prognosis for when it'll be back is
*checks phone with 2% left*
23 January 10 pm
We have electricity dependent heating and the temperature outside has been around -10Β°C for the last week π₯΄π₯΄π₯΄
ruzzians are terrorists
Stop thinking abt women and GO DO YOUR ASSIGNMENT that no matter the amount of effort you'll put in, will be graded the same as some AI slop your classmates did. Before you get killed by a ruzzian drone or smth...
I wish things like that wouldn't happen when I'm so deep under the rubble of my degree but I'm always there actually so it doesn't matter
Didnt think that i could get "i think of you better as a friend" in a thing that was mostly about sex and physical closeness, but i did and now i have to work really hard to not equate my worth as a person to that which is really hard bc my brain equates my worth to the most stupid things imaginable
Fuck this all is too much i need to be sedated
Was writing another post about all the shit happening but i just need to shut up and go do something useful
No one will see this probably
People will never truly get how fucking evil they are, and they will never get the repercussions they deserve
Just the fact that i can see that video is disheartening
I can do that because rus soldiers who operated that fucking drone then decided to show of their "success" in their telegram channels..... for other pieces of shit like them to see and gloat
There's no words to describe how inhumane they are
Can anyone imagine a place where they physically stood some time ago being blown up like that?
I remember standing right there and seeing my bestie on a balcony for the first time in month during the quarantine.
it was really pretty there on the bridge, i liked the scenery and photographed it a lot
To add to how hard the film (about the last person in the universe after Earth blew up) hit me, right at the beginning i received a video from my hometown,
500 meters from my home and across the road from my besties home ruzzians fucking blew up a house with a drone or a missile
This is unbearable
Went to the cinema today to see absolutely INSANELY GOOD Ukrainian film today, god I'm so proud i really hope that there will be somewhere to stream it or something i really want the whole world to see that!!
definitely the best thing i saw in a long time
youtu.be/I6MjF1cb2SE?...
My favourite time of the year
I have 12 unfinished assignments in uni
Reviews for my paper keep coming back telling me it's shit(deserved)
We have electricity like 4-6 hours A DAY
and most nights we are getting bombed so sleep is fucked
and somehow something is wrong with my health at all times
Fuuck i need to see Erwin in her academic days really bad...but also... Erwin and her baby.... Don't even get me started on Levi. God this is a torture atlas i don't knooooww
(Also i will read the most recent chapter and comment soon!! I'm just dying in my own academic hell right now)
Is it too much to dream about both?π₯Ί
Me when my boss tells me that they will find someone to do the job alongside me when i know DAMN WELL I'm the only one stupid enough to work there for the money they offer
Yeah no, I know you won't find anyone and I'll have to do it all by myself
Dear god can you stop sending your toughest mites to identify to your weakest soldier(me)???
They are wiping this whole part of my city so it will be easier to land there
They want to take it from me once again
I fucking hate them all, they do not deserve even a breath of this beautiful earth's air for all the destruction and death they bring wherever they go
bsky.app/profile/urfa...
This bridge is literally the only way to get to my home
Most likely they will try to destroy it completely because they are aiming to occupy my city once again and cutting this island off will let them land on there and gain advantage
I really love this place, it's beautiful and it's a road to home
Working all day to then see the news that ruzzians once again bombed my hometown, now almost destroying the bridge that connects my neighbourhood to the rest of the city
And i have to get back to work now somehow, because there's nothing i can do
I just have to watch them destroy my home every day
Happy to know that lesbians in my city are active in the community because why did i just see like at least 10 people whom I've seen on dating apps ON A PROTEST
Let's gooo lesbiansss
But making eye contact with a girl who didn't like me back like a week ago was pretty humbling
Made a meme with my babies
They are driving me insane
But i love them
Not well rested but thankfully aliveπ
So now i have to do a lot of work anyway
Me: oh my meds are kicking in I'll fall asleep right away and will be well rested and will do a lot of work tomorrow
23 drones on their way to my city: oh no actually you are not
Seeing the drone wasn't really that scary itself. It was really high in the sky and honestly at first looked like it was one of the birds, but just comprehending that it was passing by me to then hit someone else's home is really disheartening
One of the drones hit a stable, injuring a lot of horses. God this is fucking surreal
So i slept for 12 hours because of exhaustion
Woke up to the air alert siren
Saw a fucking shahed in the sky while running to the shelter
And now i have to function all day somehow??
There was nothing of such shape in the key to soil mesostigmata i have but after some digging in the manual of acarology i found that thats probably Trachyuropodidae
Really cool looking guys
Does anyone know who this guy is? Found in soil and litter sample from botanical garden
I suspect that this can be uropodina maybe?? Like from the way epimeral region looks, and it has a vertex
but I've never seen uropodina of such shape
and i really don't know much about them so i can be mistaken
After that we spent hour in a half in a bomb shelter where i felt like I'm gonna puke myself and die
And after all that i have to work all dayπ« π«
it happened again obviously and i found myself half awake in the corridor doing some involuntary movements with my hands, like as if i had a phone in them and was desperately trying to turn of the siren or smth
I was just standing and tapping my fingers against each other not knowing how to stop