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Actually it’s Jason

@jjnewberry

writing teacher | practicing homo | πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ relapsed fruit abandoner | 6ft 5in of anxiety |

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made it. 8th day. tomorrow we rest.

13.03.2026 05:35 πŸ‘ 77 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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HOUSE MUSIC IS by JJ Newberry on Apple Music Playlist Β· 300 Songs

I’m ready to share my proudest curation. 47 hours of classic house music. I recommend listening on shuffle with atomic enabled. Or raw dog it. It’s great either way. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™‚οΈ

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13.03.2026 03:32 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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a man is walking down a dirt road in a field ALT: a man is walking down a dirt road in a field
12.03.2026 18:29 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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12.03.2026 05:23 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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12.03.2026 03:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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a man in a blue shirt and tie is standing in front of a bulletin board with papers on it . ALT: a man in a blue shirt and tie is standing in front of a bulletin board with papers on it .

Interestingly, as chronically anxious as I am in general, I fit pretty squarely into the secure attachment type. That explains why I’ve been attracting anxious/avoidant partners.

12.03.2026 00:02 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Mkay. No cheese though. I don’t want a migraine 😘

12.03.2026 00:00 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Hm. πŸ˜‘

11.03.2026 21:21 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Reading this book on attachment styles and it’s simultaneously validating experiences in my last relationship, making me more sympathetic towards that partner, and pissing me off. Everything under the fearful-avoidant umbrella is what I experienced with that dude. I didn’t stand a chance. 🀣

11.03.2026 21:21 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

And still ain’t make me one 😀

11.03.2026 14:39 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Tomorrow is a rest day. Idc

11.03.2026 03:07 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It’s time to move tf on

11.03.2026 00:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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a black and white photo of prince wearing a suit and necklace . ALT: a black and white photo of prince wearing a suit and necklace .

🀣

10.03.2026 20:19 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Show me β€œYour Essentials” for the week

10.03.2026 16:37 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I need to make one πŸ€”

10.03.2026 15:40 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

What happened πŸ‘€

10.03.2026 07:18 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Yes, I’m down to emergency fitness wear. Judge not!

10.03.2026 03:56 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Made it. Titty sprinkles.

10.03.2026 03:54 πŸ‘ 20 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

It’s goodUH

10.03.2026 00:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I love what I do, full stop. It’s what I’ve wanted to do since I was five years old lol.

Now, the pay? And the bureaucracy in the district office? And the benefits? All lacking.

09.03.2026 22:47 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

In this season? My resilience.

External? My nieces and nephews.

09.03.2026 18:44 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Internalizing other people’s shit or shitty attitudes towards me.

09.03.2026 18:43 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Silence. Solitude helps me find me lol

09.03.2026 18:42 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Overthinking

09.03.2026 18:41 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Honestly, exercise. If I would’ve started in HS I could have avoided years of untreated anxiety. The aesthetic is a happy side effect; I move so I can sort through and process shit.

09.03.2026 18:40 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Being in silence with someone. There’s a sense of mutual safety required to just *BE* around someone you love, platonic or romantic.

09.03.2026 18:38 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Losing a houseplant

09.03.2026 18:36 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Extremely emotional reactions, glitches between the background and subject, what’s happening with the background characters, fingers, mouths.

The biggest tell is video quality. Nothing in 2026 should look like it was recorded using a RAZR phone. Degraded quality is faked to hide anomalies.

09.03.2026 18:32 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

No One by Alicia Keys (many personal reasons why. None of which are romance lol)

09.03.2026 18:28 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Fruit abandoner

09.03.2026 18:28 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0