made it. 8th day. tomorrow we rest.
made it. 8th day. tomorrow we rest.
Iβm ready to share my proudest curation. 47 hours of classic house music. I recommend listening on shuffle with atomic enabled. Or raw dog it. Itβs great either way. π€·π½ββοΈ
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Interestingly, as chronically anxious as I am in general, I fit pretty squarely into the secure attachment type. That explains why Iβve been attracting anxious/avoidant partners.
Mkay. No cheese though. I donβt want a migraine π
Hm. π
Reading this book on attachment styles and itβs simultaneously validating experiences in my last relationship, making me more sympathetic towards that partner, and pissing me off. Everything under the fearful-avoidant umbrella is what I experienced with that dude. I didnβt stand a chance. π€£
And still ainβt make me one π€
Tomorrow is a rest day. Idc
Itβs time to move tf on
Show me βYour Essentialsβ for the week
I need to make one π€
What happened π
Yes, Iβm down to emergency fitness wear. Judge not!
Made it. Titty sprinkles.
Itβs goodUH
I love what I do, full stop. Itβs what Iβve wanted to do since I was five years old lol.
Now, the pay? And the bureaucracy in the district office? And the benefits? All lacking.
In this season? My resilience.
External? My nieces and nephews.
Internalizing other peopleβs shit or shitty attitudes towards me.
Silence. Solitude helps me find me lol
Overthinking
Honestly, exercise. If I wouldβve started in HS I could have avoided years of untreated anxiety. The aesthetic is a happy side effect; I move so I can sort through and process shit.
Being in silence with someone. Thereβs a sense of mutual safety required to just *BE* around someone you love, platonic or romantic.
Losing a houseplant
Extremely emotional reactions, glitches between the background and subject, whatβs happening with the background characters, fingers, mouths.
The biggest tell is video quality. Nothing in 2026 should look like it was recorded using a RAZR phone. Degraded quality is faked to hide anomalies.
No One by Alicia Keys (many personal reasons why. None of which are romance lol)
Fruit abandoner