So we just tried again, and again, and again. After three weeks of trying, he admitted to having a chronic problem, and I unblocked Jayson. Stay tuned for part 7! Read the previous parts in my page.
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So we just tried again, and again, and again. After three weeks of trying, he admitted to having a chronic problem, and I unblocked Jayson. Stay tuned for part 7! Read the previous parts in my page.
I took a deep breath, slid my hand into Luciano's pants, and started rubbing his private parts. He lasted about 30 seconds, which didn't bother me because we had been looking forward to this moment...
As we danced to Joe's 'The Love Scene,' he kissed me, and I let him. One thing led to another, and we soon ended up in his bedroom. While he gently devoured and admired my body, I couldn't believe I was on the verge of having sex with someone newβ¦
Luciano turned out to be a fantastic cook and a wonderful host. After finishing our dessert, he put on some 90s R&B slow jams and asked me to dance with him. It was quite romantic, and I could feel the butterflies floating around in my belly...
In the last five years, he'd been the only person I had sex with, and even though he kept messing with other women, I always stayed loyal to him, but I guess it was time to move onβ¦
Luciano proposed to cook for me at his house for our 7th date. I must admit that it made me a little nervous, but I did accept his invitation. It was obvious what would happen after dinner, and even though I was ready to take that step with him, for some reason, I felt guilty towards Jayson...
The person whose car I'd crashed into was Lucianoβa handsome, laidback, and funny middle-aged man. We instantly hit it off, so I gave him a chance, and after dating for about six weeks, we still had fun. He was such a gentleman, and I needed the distractionβ¦
I'd also started dating someone else. I know it was fast, but the way Luciano and I met felt like destiny. A few days after I learned about Jayson and Kayla, I'd gotten involved in a minor rear-end accident...
The fact that Jayson expected me to give in this quickly showed his lack of respect for me. This man was so used to having access to me at any given moment that he felt entitled to it, which was why he couldn't accept that I was finally setting some boundariesβ¦
I found out through Jayson that Kayla had an abortion because he didn't want to be with her. For some reason, he believed that sharing this information would make me forgive him, even though he still had another on the way...
It had been over two months since I'd last spoken to either of them. Kayla knew that our friendship was over, but Jayson was stalking me. He kept calling my phone with different numbers because I'd blocked him, and he even showed up at my job several timesβ¦
Single AF Part 6: Two months later
It turned out Jayson and Kayla had been fucking for years. According to Jayson, that was all it was, but Kayla told me he'd gotten more serious with her after he and I had broken up six months ago...
It turned out that Kayla believed she was pregnant, but she hadnβt told Jayson yet because she wasnβt sure. Hence, the pregnancy test. Stay tuned for part 6! If you just got here, read the previous parts on my page.
That would mean they lied this morning, which didnβt make sense because Kayla was genuinely upset when Jayson revealed that someone else was having his baby. I needed to know what the hell was going on, so I confronted her about everything...
As fate would have it, I bumped into Kayla. I could see the fear in her eyes as I walked up to her, but before I could say anything, I noticed she was holding a pregnancy test. I froze. Was Kayla pregnant?...
I had no idea how I would get through the day, but I did. I even managed to block what Iβd experienced earlier until it was time to go back home, and I started reliving the whole thing. It felt like my head was about to explode, so I made a quick stop at the drugstore to get some painkillers...
I thought about all the times Kayla told me to get rid of Jaysonβs ass and how she would comfort me when Iβd cry about our shenanigans. As the intensity of their betrayal dawned on me, I could no longer suppress my emotionsβ¦
I had so many questions, but I also had to get to work, so I told Jayson to get out of my house and promised Kayla an ass-whooping, after which I ended the video call. While driving to the office, the whole situation started replaying in my head...
Kayla, on the other hand, wasnβt too happy with the news and started cussing Jayson out, saying she couldnβt believe that he had gotten another girl pregnant. This bitch had lost her proper mind because she really seemed to think that he owed her an explanation...
After gathering my thoughts, I calmly asked Jayson if Kayla was the one who was pregnant, but he answered that it was someone else. Iβm not going to lie; I felt a sense of relief, knowing that it wasnβt her...
According to her, she planned on telling me months ago, but he wanted to wait until the right time. To which Jayson responded, βWe were just fuckingβ. While the two of them started arguing back and forth, I just sat there in silence...
Single AF part 5: Questions
When you sleep with your best friendβs lover, and she finds out, I would imagine that the first thing you do is apologize, right? Well, Kayla didnβt. Instead, she blamed Jayson for keeping their βrelationshipβ a secret...
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Exactly, cause what!?
When she appeared on the screen, I told Jayson to say hi and immediately asked why Kayla texted him last night to ask WTF he was doing at my house. The look on their faces told me everything I needed to know. Stay tuned for part 5! Read the previous parts on my page.
I felt my heart racing and my palms sweating. Fortunately, it didnβt take her long to respond, and she was available to call. As Jayson took a bite from his croissant, I answered Kaylaβs video call...
So I texted Kayla some crying emojis like I would always do after one of her lectures about Jayson, followed by a request to video call. I lied that Jayson, who was still sitting next to me, had just left and that I needed to talk because the MF had impregnated someone, and I was heartbroken...
As expected, she lectured my ass, but what I would normally deem an act of love felt like hate this time. I couldnβt wait any longer because I was literally about to explode, and even though I wasnβt sure about anything yet, my gut told me something was offβ¦
It took everything in me not to throw the hot coffee in Jaysonβs face while he fed me the pieces of sliced mango on my plate, but I needed to act normal. So, to avoid eye contact, I checked my phone and saw that Kayla had replied...
Iβd barely slept, and all I could think about was finding out the truth about him and Kayla. I knew that directly confronting Jayson about it could give them the opportunity to come up with a lie, so I had to catch them off guardβ¦