I'm gonna say the less people youve beaten up in life the better the less confrontational you choose to be and the more anger you can avoid creating the better you dont need a shit ton of friends just a couple you trust and dont kiss up to people who don't like you and never will and never did
there's just so much about this type of person that deals with moral ambiguity and fucking up and answering for yourself and being told something is wrong and having to believe it's right (some cases moreso legit than others)
obviously I don't like to say shit like that and it probably makes me look like a puss saying that there, in one of his songs he has a line something to the effect of "for years you've paraded as a crazy bitch" so he did all that, but liek, I think you can just tow the line without talking mad shit
he said something interesting once, saying how he respected men who used certain foul language towards women but treated them with respect much more than people who never used those words, but didn't treat women with respect
he's not my favorite at all, but shellac is awesome music, he had a mean sense of humor but he wasn't without kindness, he just had weird tendencies, he's hard to talk about to most people, but a lot of the hate I've seen is easily explained away
steve albini, obviously he has those bands with the bad band names, his music is all hateful and aggressive and volatile, my mom doesn't like him, tons of people whove worked with him thought he was weird, I've seen people talk bad about him in chats, I like him tho
and he emphasizes how he doesn't like how it's people forcing their own beliefs onto other people. then when he's pressed about something he got in trouble for, he just talks about how it wasn't that bad in his own experience. hes pacifistic famously, but he still got in fights way early on
I noticed Ian is usually in interviews pressed to talk about straight edge violence and stuff, and this shit is from a song he wrote I dunno, young as hell, and he just thinks it's all wrong and it's something that blew out of proportion
hes probably one of those old school punks who are shell shocked with conviction and are constantly having to defend themselves to other people, much like the best guy ever Ian mackaye
jello Biafra is interesting, he's funny, he's a jerk, he's close to being a boomer, his band hates him, there was some internal band lawsuit, he's old as hell, he's probably liberal as hell, he liked to piss people off
this is why the whole “oh, suffering creates great art” thing is bullshit
you know what’s conducive to art? a roof over your head and food on the table
you know what isn’t? stressing out over where the fuck the rent money is going to come from
shit really just spirals out of control sometimes if you let it
absolutely nothing has progressed and nothing has been learned. period. completely. dont ask me weird things like that
imagine picking a rivalry with earthworm Jim, and holy shit, that would not fly in any period after it's printing
I remember seeing this jazz school wiz shred teen town, a song I could play 10% as fast and confidently, and promptly quit bass. luckily it got me to focus on piano, which led to me peaking at piano and singing and actually recording it, so it's not a big deal, but damn is playing bass fun
I gotta get better at bass guitar
be as territorial as possible
call in the dancing catboys or else, I refuse to show. I'm not even mad
people want to treat you like someone who doesn't care about their own mental health while they humiliate you and fuck up your mental health
yea man, I took jeux deau classes as a kid
chapter 3: let's teach you some ravel, it's time for ravellian harmony from the get go
chapter 2: exact manuscript of the white slavers banning syncopation and any sense of rhythm part in the j dilla book I read a little of fuck man I already sound like George lucas and it's just chapter 2 how am I gonna write this theory book
im going on hiatus on self defeating personality, people take advantage of you like that
i think trying to wage war on mentally ill people should be seen as shameful, and if youre mentally ill, i right here, right now, give you a free pass to forget about people like that
dr weirdlove or how I learned to love the 6 7
add tension, and then the melody kicks in. there's probably some sampling involved come to think of it. melody is non functional. that's all I remember
fuck I lost my next post but it was dumb anyway. the high pitches are probably on a weak beat of the last bar, and on the one of the first. the different sounds sound like a whole buncha 16th notes, and are probably just some magic shit with pitch filters and lfo. there's some one note melodies that
i don't use max, but I will avoid mentioning the gear. there's probably info out there about how untilted was made that isn't "they just wigged out in max msp." but I don't know any of it. there's some higher pitches at some sort of pickup note point in the intro loop.
some kind of chain of random atonal pitches. possibly micro sampled. possibly not and maybe it's many different little patches triggering. next level of acid. no actual percussion elements, just synth. as opposed to shit like augmatic disport, where I'm gonna assume it's samples
