Leave it to me to have a panic attack at a hotel far away from home when I gotta be awake in 4 hours for work 🙃
Leave it to me to have a panic attack at a hotel far away from home when I gotta be awake in 4 hours for work 🙃
I got a used iMac today. It was being weird af. Was able to just clear the computer and get it into recovery mode. Idk how I remembered how to use disk utility and repair disks and properly format them and reinstall the OS but I did. I’m new to Apple Silicon but man this is not a good start.
Raw Schneiders hotdogs dipped in Tostitos Con Queso. Have to be these brands though. Nothing else will do.
Work things from today. Built some propane cowboy regulators & tested them with flame bars (forgot to video that). Drew some “puddles” which I will cut out in the morning. & brought equipment to the set so we can set it all up/test it tomorrow so it’s ready for camera on Friday.
How do you get your partner to take their health seriously?
Man the movie industry is a crazy one I tell yall. I always dreamed of working in it and knew it would come with chaos but damn. I love being in a union but sometimes (a lot of the time) people know how to bend the rules and people get fucked over.
I’d love to be able to get my membership by next summer so I don’t need to panic and then can focus on what department I want and study and practice then.
Just been feeling really shitty about work lately. I don’t want to feel jealous of other people getting more work than me even though they deserve it & worked hard for it but I am.
I think I’m gunna stop smoking for a bit. I just want to be prepared & not panic when I get last minute calls.
I’ve been playing SO much Hello Kitty Island Adventure this week.
Anyways I’m grateful for work and I know I shouldn’t be complaining but I just need to vent. Here’s to hoping I don’t get a call or I get a good one
Cause all the calls I get are far away and VERY last minute because they know I’ll accept anything but I feel like I’m being taken advantage of now because of that and they call me last now.
So beyond stressed about work and the bureaucracy around it all right now. I want a day off from crap calls but I also need the days so I can become a member and choose my calls. It just sucks right now.
My landlord asked me to show the back apartment to a hopeful renter. I was brutally honest with them about everything (good & bad). Any concerns they had our landlord fixed immediately & they then signed the lease. This was the email I received today from my landlord. 💙
Not the day I thought I was gunna have but here we are ✌️
I want to die.
The gangs all here 🥰
This is called an Antari S500. This is a “snow machine”. This is used on the day to make it look like it’s snowing out. From light snow to complete blizzard. It uses a water based soap liquid that is non toxic and 100% biodegradable.
This was what the snow dressing ended up looking like before set crew came in. On the day they tend to change & add more depending on what is needed on camera. The white stuff is called “Krendl” which is a repurposed insulation spraying machine but we use biodegradable paper & water.
I only got to work one day on Overcompensating, but they both filmed in Toronto at the same time in the union I’m in 😁 both awesome shows!!!
First time doing fake snow dressing on set. This is what we have done today. Tomorrow I should hopefully be able to get a photo with the real “fake” snow on top of the snow blanket.
I don’t want to be mean but if you’re driving uber and take every wrong turn on a trip that it’s literally straight up a road and then tell me “not to argue” I’m gunna lose it. I just can’t right now.
Quad infused- Bc Organic Sunset RUNTZ from Simply Bare, mixed with its own Keif & a bit of Death Bubba live rosin in the middle. With the outside coated in Blood Orange distillate, & Death Bubba diamonds. All rolled in a hemp vanilla blunt. A nice smooth orange cream popsicle flavour all together
My husband spent a month in freezing cold temps in 1 of the worst winter storms in southern Ontario, at a hotel with no power & the main road closed for a few days, for this movie. All while my soul cat slowly died from kidney disease & he couldn’t be here with me. Y’all better watch it & enjoy it🫵🫵
I was against cannabis until i was 21 & tried it & my anxiety melted away. 10 years now & yes I still have my anxiety but I’m not having anxiety attacks several times a day or just bawling my eyes out everyday. I’d say the crying has gone to maybe 1x a week and anxiety attack 1 every few months.
Home and back to work in 11 hours lol and then it’s my best friend’s birthday weekend!
Hometown meal beside the water falls :))) #FenelonFalls
I’ve never tried cigs or nic vaping but I have a friend going through trying to quit & has decided to try CBD/CBG so they’re less stressed
CBD live rosin (pure pressed flower) is a lot better than any nicotine vape by far. However, anything we inhale is not good for us. There’s just a lesser evil
What a week, cannot wait to relax finally
I don’t think it’s the right decision per say but it’s a good way to start to ween yourself off of nicotine vaping. As going to just zero nic will cause stress and the CBD will help with that stress. But yes there are other ways if someone doesn’t want to go that route like Fume, or gum, or patches.