(I guess being aro and autistic helps with the whole feeling lonely thing. Not that I am, I am constantly surrounded by people who love me, but the lapse of connection does not put me in fear or sadness.)
And I don't know, I still think it is unnatural to "maintain" friends.
I have friends, period. There is nothing to maintain.
If we wanna see each other, I make an effort; if we don't, then we don't.
If we drift apart, so be it. I don't get the expectation that comes with conventional friendship.
Yeah, yeah, it is trauma, but like... look how functional I am. LMAO
Unpopular fursuit maker on Xhitter trying to find dirt on popular makers just screams insecurity.
Iโm sorry that the fursuit you make is as raggedy as your decomposing family pet.
No matter how much you tweet, it ainโt going to make your fursuit look anymore pretty or bring Spot back to life.
Which one?
@mowyote.bsky.social ?
I have do many. Haha
Looking at the prayer plaques at shrines and feeling such a strong urge to make these wishes come true that I get uncharacteristically emotional.
It resonates deep within me that my purpose is to bring fun and happiness to people.
I forgot but knowing me, itโs from Mr. Children.
I keep forgetting that this account exists despite having such a good @.
It's such a sick song and truly an absurdist's ballad.
I think tiny young Kaz always knew that:
- The world is wonderful
- Absurdism overpowers nihilism
- Smiles can exist in solemn moments
People who aren't raised in Japan won't quite get how cool it is for a Japanese song to use ้ญ and have it be pronounced soul.
If I have to pick my favorite lyrics, it'd be:
้งใๅผใใฎไธ็ใงใๅใๅพใใใฎใ
ใในใฟใทใฅใผใใซๆใ่พผใใ
็ฝๅฐๅณใๅบใใฆใๆๆฅใๅพ
ใฃใฆใใใ
็ฎไธๆฏใฎๅฉ่ตฐใใคใใฆใใใฎใใผใใผใฉใคใณใ้ฃใถใใ
้ขจๅใใๅณๆนใซใคใใฆใ็ซ่ใๆฐใซใใชใใ
็ใใฆใ่จผใใๆไปฃใซๆใกไปใใ
่ฒงๅผฑใช้ญใงใๆชใใใใใชใใ
ไฝๅบฆใธใพใใใฃใฆใใใใ่ตทๆญปๅ็ใงๆฏๆฅใใฌใใชใฅใผใทใงใณ
ไบบ็ใฏใใชใผในใฟใคใซใๅญค็ฌใงใๅฟ่
็ฌใใใใไบบใซใฏใญในใ
ใใใฆใใคใ ใฃใฆ I say yes
I'll be there
I tossed a bag of wild clover seeds on the bald spots of my lawn, and now they are growing.
it makes me happy.
the Body Keeps Score is getting better because itโs now talking about how a traumatized person can be helped.
A dark prediction I have is that theyโll start categorizing autistic people so that they can fracture unity the similar way to how they are trying to split trans people from lgbt.
If anything, I wish the night market didnโt mean waiting for 6 hours on Saturdayโฆ
You have the strongest Labubu
How unethical is wasting startup time for interview practice?
I like my spirit form.
Socializing on the boat helped my mood immensely.
But now I have friends who are willing to do what they can do help me.
I am very lucky.
Iโll stop spiraling.
Separate emotions from problem solving and survival.
Itโs what I have always done in life.
Iโm glad I flirted with you though. ;3
That encounter was very magical.
I feel bad when I flirt and simp for suitors and I lose interest when they take the head off or I get to know their personality.
Not that theyโre unattractive or anything, just that the character is what was driving my dopamine.
I should mind my own business.
But just frustrating to see people getting poisoned by their inability to manage online interactions.
The way some of these people with thousands of followers complain about not having friends or being integral to a circle answers why theyโre alone.
Their brain literally got cooked from being popular online at an early age and without some serious growth, theyโll stay miserable.
I constantly have to stop myself from tweeting with screenshots about how some furryโs reliance on social media to get validation is literally cooking them into a person thatโs impossible to be liked beyond a very superficial level.
"I should get hotter..."
I say as my work/immigration/financial life is collapsing around me.
I want to dress better again.
I want to get those Burberry type jackets and look like a heartbroken rich boy in Ginza.
