Shibuya 64 | Indie VGM Composer

It's been getting increasingly difficult to sell my music lately or even advertise it at all. And with the debt on top I'm just wondering if I should let this just go back to being a hobby instead of anything bigger than that .-.

EXORCISM DANCE [Official Audio] YouTube video by Shibuya 64

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And here is the other.

STAINED GLASS GUILLOTINE [Official Audio] YouTube video by Shibuya 64

Hey guys. I'm struggling to pay a medical bill right now, so I'm looking to sell off a few of my songs to be used in games, animations etc. If you're interested, please message me with a price you have in mind and we can go from there! Thankyou! <3
youtu.be/4qcDyCq6fLA

I'M STILL ALIVE! NEW MUSIC COMING SOON! BELIEVE IT!

Breaking my silence a bit to say that hi! I'm still alive, I still make music and more's on the way! Thanks for your patience and I'm sorry for the radio silence! <3

You have such a pleasant artstyle I love it <3

ESCAPISM_ [Official Audio] YouTube video by Shibuya 64

My new track ESCAPISM_ premieres in a little over 5 hours. Thankyou everyone for the support and I hope you enjoy ❤️

youtu.be/mnri_K-I51s

As for myself, I don't know if I'll ever see a happy ending. My body acts but my mind and heart really aren't in it. I'm moving forward as best I can, but I have no idea what I'm even moving towards. But that's really all we can do sometimes right? But thanks for reading along.

It's hard for me to capture all of that in a song, especially one with very few lyrics like this one. So I hope that this sheds light on things. If you're in a similar place then maybe it's something you could relate to.

This song is my attempt to describe that feeling of letting go. The liberation I feel as I detach from the world around me. To a place where I can imagine myself as a much happier person. And to a place where the pain and suffering I experienced would have actual meaning.

But over these years, a consistent coping mechanism of mine has been my ability to vanish into these worlds that I create and consume. Whether it's the music or art that I make, the stories I write or the roleplays I've been part of, I hold it all so dearly.

Instead, I feel the void of all the experiences I never got to have on account of growing up too fast. I never really felt like a child but at the same time, I didn't get that support I needed to meaningfully develop into an adult. And so I feel stunted. Like I'm barely human.

I'm very much depressed and have regular thoughts about ending it all. To paraphrase Johnathan Safran Foer, I feel crushed beneath the weight of the lives I'm not living. I'm twenty-eight years old and yet it feels like I've never lived a day in my life.

But lately, I've been forced to come to terms with some very dark aspects of myself. Simply put, I understand now that I was a victim of abuse as a child, physically, emotionally and sexually. And it's all come to create the broken person that I am today.

Earlier this month I took a hiatus focus on more personal projects. I recently quit my job and I'm moving back to the United States after three years of having lived here in Japan. In all honesty, I really enjoyed the time I've spent here and the people that I've met.

So since I will probably be releasing this song soon, I guess can kind of speak about where I've been emotionally/mentally lately. I'll try to keep this brief but if it drags on I'm really sorry. TW: Mental Health/Abuse/Sui*cide/etc.🧵

I swear i'm onto something here guys

This is a more personal WIP with lyrics written by me as well. HEAVY influence from porter robinson but you already knew that LOL

2 uploads in one day? more likely than you think

Slowly going to start uploading more of my audio doodles here over the next few days. Sorry for the delay everyone I've been going through it <3

But I promise I'm doing okay. Thankyou for your understanding ❤️

Sorry for the radio silence everyone. I'm kind of going through a bit of a crisis, so I've been keeping to myself and working on passion projects rather than more I guess professional ones. I might share a few of these with you over the next few days if anyone's interested.

Hi everyone! I'm Shibuya 64 and I've been a composer for indie games for a couple years! I cover a whole lot of genres but I'm mostly known for my JRPG-esque tracks with heavy inspiration from games like Phantasy Star, Chrono Trigger and Touhou! Let's make something great together! ❤️❤️

I'm a little late but wishing you all a lovely holiday season! Merry Christmas and happy new year!! ❤️🎊

Thanks for the like! I'm gonna give you a good one!

2. My first console was a Nintendo 64, which is also where the 64 in my name comes from! We also had a Sega Genesis but we didn't get one until a little bit later on after our uncle gave us it 😎

WAIT DO THEY?? THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING THANKYOU LOL

Yep! I use Ample Guitar PF and Metal Hellrazer but there's a specific kind of distortion I want to add into my songs that only seems available with the Les Paul model! They're all really good if you tweak the velocity a bit

The Ample Les Paul is staring at me like the joker mask. I need to get my hands on it but I don't want to shell out $150 USD...

I've basically finalized the look of Shiranui! (Yes that's her name I was silly and said the wrong one before LOL)

I've been thinking for a long time about the name Shiranui as a pseudonym so maybe this will be a good start!

Hi so I'm very dumb her name is actually Shiranui 😅 bad brain moment