Sometimes I feel like I started vtubing and literally tripped into it.
Like...
How did we get here?
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Sometimes I feel like I started vtubing and literally tripped into it.
Like...
How did we get here?
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I...wish to be perceived...
But also...
Eek no don't see meeeeee!
;.;
-hides under blankets-
Hi!
I'm a WoW player!
And I'm also exhausted.
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Nope. I'm not okay enough for a stream today Mews.
Fuck anxiety. Fuck depression.
I'm sorry.
Another day, a new character to level! Come join me for chaos Mews! More WoW and lots of me losing my mind! ^^
I hope you're not sick of me yet! ~.^ haha
www.twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Another day in the grind to max level! Would love to have company again Mews. You make questing more fun.
So come, enjoy while I go insane from quests! :D!
twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
I may never be the most popular.
I may never blow up over night.
I may never get seen.
But I will always keep trying and doing my best.
And I think that matters.
May we always be able to keep going, even when things get difficult.
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What's this? Mizu is live on a Thursday? For the start of early access?
ABSOLUTELY SHE IS!
Come hang out, chat with me, and save my sanity a tiny little bit while I quest! :3
Happy expansion start to those who have access. ^^
www.twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Oh!
Hi!
:3
Look up at the stars sometimes...
I think it's worth it.
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SO SORRY I AM LATE MEW! Food was necessary ;.;
Anyways! It's my last day of mythics for this expansion in WoW. I would love for you to join me. Come, lets play and ride this high one last time for this expansion. :3
www.twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Chaos!?!
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I'm sorry Mews. My mental boomed and I started losing my voice...
I'm still struggling, but glad I could spend some time in Azeroth with you all.
Thank you for letting me into your hearts.
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I'll do better soon, I promise.
Heya Mews! Lets go to Azeroth and do dumjims okay?
I want to zoom through dungeons as long as I can since we're about to start all over.
So, would you like to join my party? ^^
twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
OH MAN WE MADE IT TO FRIDAY! I'm a bit tired, but...
I actually made it to stream. ;.;
So...will you join me? Lets play WoW before everything on Azeroth changes! :D!
www.twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Pop.
Brrr.
Sillies.
:3
Do you ever just deal with someone and think
"Your existence exhausts me"
Like... Oh boy I'm tired.
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Quiet thank you to all my lurkers.
I wouldn't be here without you.
And also because...
I'm one of you.
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Happy Valentimes Mews! Lets spend it together with Validar! We're gonna be derping around in Minecraft together. It would be lovely for ya'll to join us!
I hope you remember how loved you are today.
<3
twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Friday the thirteenth! I'm a raven and a black cat! Does that make me lucky today? ^^
Going live Mews. Come hang with me, okay? I'd love to run dungeons with you! :D!
twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Small plea for the weekend.
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Happy weekend Mews.
Ummm. Hi.
I'm going live. Idk for how long. But I'll be playing WoW.
I wanna get back in the swing of things.
So I hope you'll stop by, okay?
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www.twitch.tv/ladymizuki8
Maybe we haven't met yet...
Hi! I'm Mizuki! I'm a raven cat girl looking to find a place in the world.
It's been a rough a tumble few months, but I hope you're taking care of yourself.
Do remember to smile often, and always keep kindness in your heart.
I hope we meet again.
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Spread some kindness for me today Mews.
Even if it's being kind to yourself.
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4 years ago today I decided to go live, almost down to the hour.
4 years ago I started my journey.
If you asked me what I thought would happen in 4 years that very night I would've said...
"I hope I make people smile and find others to game with..."
Did...I do it Mews?
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Anyways, all that said...I'm not doing great y'all.
I'm trying to find my footing, get back on the horse as it were.
But it's because I feel I have to.
I...would like to want to again.
Sending you all my hearts, hugs, and kindness.
I'm sorry if I'm disappointing you.
In the last year I went from streaming for fun and passion to...
Genuinely needing the help to support life.
That mental shift is excruciatingly difficult.
I need help. And I'm scared to need it.
Which means...
I'm struggling to stream. It feels...
Like I'm begging =/
It feels like I'm failing expectations.
I may be a vtuber, but I'm also a person. I have my own struggles and pains...and mental health issues.
I'm just a me sometimes too.
And I struggle.
I try to be honest and open with my struggles, because I feel too few in this space are.