Ellie

I tried make up for first time in a while and I think I am improving

🫂

Sometimes I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself: Am I pretty? Do I deserve love ? Do I deserve life ?

As I was saying ...

Thanks for talking with me

Well, I'm waiting for the private consult, the public one is not accepting new patients

Well, right now I think is okyish, I only have few weeks and I'm still boymoding

I hope indefinitely, I don't want to go back to my country XD

Work XD

Malta

Please somebody be my friend, I'm alone in a new country and I don't know anyone

Wow You are so pretty

The fact that I have to boymode sometimes feels so crushing, why can't I just be feminine as I want ?.

I hate myself a lot because of that

Sometimes I think about how much feminine would I be if I were cis and And I wouldn't be so ashamed of being so feminine, like I would be a pink cloud

Made a new version for the better, nicer and more wholesome app 💙

For everyone moving here and talking how it’s so great to be away from Twitter and then following every same old “Resistance” account-

Maybe think about how this site was dominated by trans people who accurately assessed this risk and left Twitter over a year ago and follow them.

I'm only just starting my transition now because i didnt have the power to fight for myself as a child. It's been a decade. I missed out on an entire lifetime of experiences in that time and it's not something any human being should have to experience.

Happy 85th birthday Wendy Carlos, who revolutionised the synth with Bob Moog, made electronic music before Eno & Kraftwerk, & composed scores for Tron, Clockwork Orange and The Shining. A trans icon, Carlos gave few interviews but this BBC one features her beloved cat www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3ca...

jealous of the trans kids getting banned from sports cuz my parents made me do sports as a kid and it would have made me so happy if they made sports illegal for me in particular so i could go home and play on the computer

"but hrt is irreversible!"

you dumb cis motherfuckers, first of all, it takes a while for that, and more importantly, you know what else is irreversible?

the absolute. fucking. hell. of watching your body betray you & change against your will in puberty while you watch cis girls and think "why me"

Māori MPs briefly suspended the Aotearoa parliament’s attempts to reinterpret their founding treaty in the most bad ass use of the Haka I’ve ever seen.

I hate Sundays, when I feel more alone, more isolated and more like shit.

I have done a lot in terms of my transition but at the same time I feel so away from everything.

Being touch starving doesn't help either, or not having to talk about my transition without feeling judged or a burden

I hate Sundays, when I feel more alone, more isolated and more like shit.

I have done a lot in terms of my transition but at the same time I feel so away from everything.

Being touch starving doesn't help either, or not having to talk about my transition without feeling judged or a burden

Thomas the Tankie engine

it’s legal to call him a pedophile here

It looks so pretty on you ! I love it !!

My kinkiest thought is being hugged while I'm lying with someone and having them tell me I'm their princess

I wish I have someone to hug in the midnight when I have nightmares