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27 🌸 Trans/Intersex β™Ώ Audhd Artist 🌸 Fandom & Ocs 🌸 DID/OSDD System 🌸 Pro-fic/anti-harass Hyperfixation: OCs πŸ”ž: @moth--balls.bsky.social https://vgen.co/Moth_Bells

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A doodled bust sketch of a man with an annoyed expression. His hair is messy and in a braid. He is wearing a fur lined hooded coat and his face is covered in scars

A doodled bust sketch of a man with an annoyed expression. His hair is messy and in a braid. He is wearing a fur lined hooded coat and his face is covered in scars

Local schizophrenic man forced to interact with another human being, acts like pissed off cat. More at 7
(Im drawing him with his gas mask too, but I dont draw his face that often)

Leo from my book <3

04.03.2026 18:26 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A doodled bust sketch of a man with an annoyed expression. His hair is messy and in a braid. He is wearing a fur lined hooded coat and his face is covered in scars

A doodled bust sketch of a man with an annoyed expression. His hair is messy and in a braid. He is wearing a fur lined hooded coat and his face is covered in scars

Local schizophrenic man forced to interact with another human being, acts like pissed off cat. More at 7
(Im drawing him with his gas mask too, but I dont draw his face that often)

Leo from my book <3

04.03.2026 18:26 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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02.03.2026 18:50 πŸ‘ 4172 πŸ” 1625 πŸ’¬ 11 πŸ“Œ 3
A screenshot of the following text, an excerpt from my book:

β€œNumbers get you killed faster. One person in your group fucks up and everyone dies. If it's just you, you have a better chance of living another day. Less resources needed, less risk when travelling,” Leo droned out, brows pulling together. 

β€œYou only have to trust yourself.”

β€œUh huh…and what happens when you need help and no one’s there for you?” The shorter man pointed out as they weaved through a sea of cars that would thin out the further they got on their path.


β€œYou don’t let yourself get into a position where you’d need help.” Leo replied, as if it was the only answer to that scenario.

β€œAnyone tell you that you have trust issues?” 

β€œMy therapist, but I’m sure someone’s eaten her by now” Leo stated bluntly, catching a laugh from Jacob.

A screenshot of the following text, an excerpt from my book: β€œNumbers get you killed faster. One person in your group fucks up and everyone dies. If it's just you, you have a better chance of living another day. Less resources needed, less risk when travelling,” Leo droned out, brows pulling together. β€œYou only have to trust yourself.” β€œUh huh…and what happens when you need help and no one’s there for you?” The shorter man pointed out as they weaved through a sea of cars that would thin out the further they got on their path. β€œYou don’t let yourself get into a position where you’d need help.” Leo replied, as if it was the only answer to that scenario. β€œAnyone tell you that you have trust issues?” β€œMy therapist, but I’m sure someone’s eaten her by now” Leo stated bluntly, catching a laugh from Jacob.

I'm editing and I really wanna draw this scene so bad
#author #writer #mothwrites (writing tag)

02.03.2026 20:38 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh...Oh they think this is an actual christian comic...oh no...

28.02.2026 19:32 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Its a headcannon. No one who likes he/they or she/they pronouns for Kris thinks its canon. Its not.

Idk. Shits just frustrating and toxic fandoms make it hard to enjoy the source media as an autistic cause I dont want to interact with its fans

28.02.2026 19:25 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

And like??? Why does making Kris dress femininely dissuade them from using he/they pronouns??

It just feels fucking shitty and thats all I ever see when I go looking through deltarune posts on tumblr(overexaggerated but I see it a lot)

28.02.2026 19:25 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Im a they/he or he/they Kris fan and its like?? They borderline on transandrophobia so much cause I see so many people saying 'I drew Kris in a DRESS and a SKIRT take THAT to he/they Kris fans' (paraphrased for effect)

28.02.2026 19:25 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Ive wanted to draw deltarune fanart so badly but god the fandom I see is always so fucking toxic.

You cant have a headcannon about Kris and their pronouns at all.

28.02.2026 19:25 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

since the word 'suction' makes the average person thing 'vacuum' or 'suction pads' which when you have to try and pull straight up, it can be a violent *pop* to make it release from its surface

But with snails its not like that and when you start to lift, they lift with you

28.02.2026 18:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Its strong enough to hold them up, but not strong enough to really prevent them from being moved if something wanted to move them. Suction is the proper way to describe it, but it also can lead someone to unknowingly assume its *much* stronger and would make it impossible to pick a snail up

28.02.2026 18:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

The 'suction' isn't the same as a suction cup that would have a much stronger seal. While they can hold themselves up, it takes very little force to lift them, as they arent truely suctioned to their surfaces.

If they were able to actually suction themselves to a surface, it *would* be bad for them

28.02.2026 18:24 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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It just occurred to me that I thought Pombon sounded familiar

Someone should draw pombomb and pombon together jhfkj(I might, maybe)

#pokemon #pokemonwindswaves

28.02.2026 18:19 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

-with whatever they were on. They arent suction cupped to their surface and giving them a quick lift without squeezing has never injured my outdoor snails.

Now if you try and pick them up by squeezing them or trying to poke something under them, thats a whole different story

28.02.2026 17:42 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Ive come across the blog a handful of times, they do nature articles and seem well researched from the few times Ive crossed paths. Enough for me to trust them.

And as well that Ive taken care of wild snails in my garden and have never had an issue with picking them up or transferring them-

28.02.2026 17:42 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

The difference is less picking them up and *how* you pick them up. Theres nothing wrong with getting them to retract first, but the bigger issue comes from acting like thats the only way to do it (and if you didn't or couldnt wait that 'welp you killed it' for picking it up when you didn't)

28.02.2026 17:42 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Finished editing up to chapter 10 and I've just barely scratched the surface of the original fic's chapter 2😭

28.02.2026 17:29 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If I look at everything happening right now Im gonna have a panic attack so Im just not going to

28.02.2026 17:28 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Do not let ANYONE tell you that writing fic doesn't make you an author. Its giving keeping the gates to the ivory towers of literature and I don't stand for that shit.

I *am* an author. And that wouldn't change if I never published this manuscript I'm editing.

Fuck you.

28.02.2026 17:16 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I've read fanfic longer than the entirety of Dune that hit me just as deep as any 'original' story has.

The only difference is one is provided for free as a hobby for many people while the other is paid for by the reader.

28.02.2026 17:16 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

90 percent some salty prick was vague posting me last night so just a PSA:

Fanfic authors ARE authors.

28.02.2026 17:16 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Snails Or Slop Slime You're probably all familiar with those pages on the big social media platforms that run as β€œentertainment” and steal content wherever they can. The main thing is to…

steady.page/en/naturemat...

28.02.2026 17:08 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Gecqua

art Gecqua

Stupid sexy gecko...

27.02.2026 18:05 πŸ‘ 1801 πŸ” 309 πŸ’¬ 16 πŸ“Œ 1
pokemon gen 10 starter doodles

pokemon gen 10 starter doodles

who are these guys they keep coming to my porch and chewing on my plants

27.02.2026 15:53 πŸ‘ 1241 πŸ” 356 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0
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Fool's Dragon

27.02.2026 23:43 πŸ‘ 994 πŸ” 217 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 1

Did I say people disappointed? No, I said "People freaking out".

Side point from that, I now *also* dont understand anyone being disappointed when this is exactly what I'd expect out of this movie series. Its dumb and silly and on theme with their movies.

Again. Fish found in water, how surprising

28.02.2026 05:52 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Also if you just think the joke is boring, then Im not talking about you. Im talking about people acting like they murdered a kitten live on screen when it was one goofy ass pronouns joke

28.02.2026 05:45 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

So? Dont watch it? This is on par with the other silly or dumb jokes they have in every movie.

28.02.2026 05:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Okay? And its still goofy? My favorite take on it is that plus the killer getting mad too. Its silly. A joke, even.

And. Again. The entire franchise.

If this joke is too much, the Scary Movie movies are just not for you, thus not your concern what they do in them.

28.02.2026 05:40 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Also. All the renaming of characters...and tweaking their personalities....

Which, for this one I already was writing them like ocs so thats not too difficult

28.02.2026 05:21 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0