DIBALABULUSH

And I also will thinking about the difference between creator and enjoyer.

Sometimes I will think working in a job is a way to keep the world running normally.

Crying

I don't give a fuck if AI is a tool or not, it's like a knife will suddenly walk around on its own and chop your feet. It makes people's mind dirty.

But just when I realized that this shit deceived my feelings and my sincere feelings of it, I realized that this was completely wrong.

To be honest, I have never been disgusted by AI to this extent. Anyway, I don't really care about AI. It is just a shitty thing, and I don't have any feelings about it.

And this is the Best Album of the March.
Pure enjoyment. I never get tired of this.
It could be the best ambient album I ever listened.

I made some OKRs for myself at the beginning of the month. One of the Key Result is make a Mix set of the music I listened. I'm getting more and more excited!!!

"If there is a system there will be a tragedy."

Nah, I can only see the power system in anywhere for now.

Whatever I don't care, and you don't care. I won't bother you any more, and you can get extra free time for your business.

It's just that everyone around me is older than me like fucking 10 years. How the fuck could I have the SAME experience like them with telling me NOTHING???

Just say some shit which stacking in my mind.

If you want to yelling me or saying I'm a useless person that gave a clear point or you can also belittle my academic qualifications and prove you are the greatest person in the world.

I don't want squising my brain and get those points I even can't figure out the context.

Being work, I would rather live completely passive than with foolish enthusiasm to someone and expect those good things which not exist will come to me.

I've been slept for two months.

I will start my project today!!!!!! It’s been delayed for two months!!!!! No excuses for myself!!!! I fucked up everything.

Folks, reading is good for your health.

Fuck...... It's late now, but I want play drums......

Funny thing, I found the meaning of my name after I learn jazz. Once it just a nonsense words which came out my mouth when I was get madness. Now I know I'm the scat man like the famous song looooool.

And another reason, I fxxking love my jazz teacher(not in relationship). He is the only person I can share my all feelings and thoughts also give me nice reaction and answers. He never hesitates to give prais when I get progrees on my drum skill. He save me in my shitty life.

It just like, the reason of my live in this boring city is to study jazz. I'm not really really like jazz (I like it just I like any other music), but I enjoy the feelings when I hit the cymbal over and over again. Simple but addicted.

Yeah, using less money and time to do more things. This is the company wants.

Yes, this is a truth. I think the direct reason is the video games only sale at specific platform and in specific device. And now the 90 percent of games need to running on different platforms and devices. Besides we also have the most disgusting stuff, the LOCALIZATION.

I’m watching a ton of video games UI. It reminds me a post on twitter which said how cool and how fashion the old game’s UI are and how boring and how flat now game.

Not recommend spending 3 hours to play INMOST. It's way more pleased to watch somebody's comment video to get the narrative experience.

Further vision: It will be nice to have node graph and realtime preview like shader graph.

DOTween is such an amazing tool for making effect. Since the official timeline update is not coming out, I kinda want to make an extend tool for original DOTween.

Still adjust my work state and my life state, due to the project has to be finished in a short time, so I was work overtime for one month for more. Always want to find the chance to slow down and doing my own things.