The Westin? That's the best-in. Courtyard marriot? Hope you don't gotta carry-a-lot. Double tree? Don't even trouble me. The William Penn Omni? I'd rather be a salami. The Drury? I paid her for a commission but she never drew me. Embassy suites? Don't ruin your fursuit feets.
Photo by Francis
Nick, nick, nick, nick, na-nick, nick, nick...
Nick-e-lo-de-on!
*Fun Fact* Was on an Episode of Double Dare that didn't air, made inside this studio when I was younger.
Blood work done for Heart Structure and Arryrhmia gene testing. Now it'll be 3-4 weeks to get back results. Why it doesn't fix or resolve any issue, I guess it gives doctors the evidence they need to proceed with more testing and procedures.
Ain't much left to test besides an EP Study
Look at HIM! <3 Big shout to AlphaWerefox, I can't wait to get on and get some pictures of him in world after such a long few weeks of real life burdens. Hes so perfect!
Out of the Hospital. They couldn't figure out what is causing the collapsing blackouts but did a lot of tests. Conclusion was it's my Heart causing it as they found no other source.
Blacked out for no reason twice in the past week. Primary made me go to the ER today when tried to see primary, which in turn ER seem to be admitting me. There was no build up for the events just literally like Woody from Toy Story collapsing. They think it's Heart related but can't be sure.
Finally getting over sick on top of the Heart stuff. I'll say that it's scary at times how getting any other sickness really knocks me down so harshly and recovery is much slower.
But back up and about again still feel a bit blah but that's manageable. Hate being bedridden for days.
Though honestly it's the connections that have really sold me on VRChat. Connecting more with others who were often overworked at cons, where there is simply more time to converse, hang without the fears of missing out that usually plagued con mentality.
Though with the Heart Failure still present and still undefined, undetermined of the cause it's hard to share when people ask where I've been or what I've been up to, more so cause it's on going and I'm just trying my best to escape from it. But progress has been significant.
It's been a true lifesaver socializing in VRChat. Heart issue is still there much testing in next month, drug appeals, but having an escape to reconnect with people that meant a lot to me in a easy convenient way has helped rebuild some confidence from all the fatigue.
Table covered in Zootopia-themed cupcakes, with a Gary the snake cake twirling in the middle of it all.
Closer view of the Judy-shaped cupcakes, with big ears.
Closer view of the Nick-shaped cupcakes. The eyes are rather creepy.
Closer view of the pacifier, Lynxley journal, and Bogo-shaped cupcakes.
Pixar sent us some cupcakes. They cost around $1.7 billion.
It's scary to think that Fayroe is almost 15 I think or close to. Time seems to be going faster and faster.
Blue Approval!
I'll make it to this con one of these years with my Wife! Still can't believe the effort you and Strobes did to literally make a con in your area. Truly inspirational and poetic how large it has become.
*Wife Joins VRChat*
"Omg you look so cute and do cute mannerisms. Im gonna destroy you."
Me: "What?"
I rewatched The Coneheads for the first time since it was released on home video in 1993. As ridiculous as this movie is, it's so interesting watching it as an adult. It's a completely different movie. My interpretation of this movie when I was 10 years old was "ha ha funny alien people". Thats it.
"You need to sign for your package, We will arrive between 9am and 2pm"
Waits and sits to make sure I don't miss package. Checks site multiple times no updates.
2pm - Check site again, "Well now sometime before 8pm"
Excuse me?
It wouldn't matter if I didn't have to sign. Just annoying.
Think I did this right. What amount of time is "Stayed Here" Let's assume it's more than a day then this is it. Probably need to travel more or have reasons to. X3
The Christmas furry movie I was NOT expecting lmao...
I have great stories from Filming. Was probably the most fun I've had on a film set. Never expected the actors when I originally saw the script then trying to recruit actually furries at such short notice.
I'm glad I took the risk.
I'm still alive! Been on the mend since FurCast. Never thought I'd get as sick as I did from what started as Pneumonia infection, yet here we are.
Making a comeback now and trying to be more active now that I have the strength! Was upset Pottersvile wasn't on any main streaming service this year
Been a rough week for me. Mother in hospital for a possible TIA/ mini stroke and on top of that I've just been having a shit load of chest pains all week. Hoping I'm through the worst of it and can get back to repairing life goals.
Hoping next year is my high note.
Something stupid I need to get over. For whatever reason, just joining someone in VR has that feeling like showing up to someone's house uninvited.
I know it's not the same but my brain seems to say, "Well you don't want to intrude." Stupid.
Merry Christmas Ya Filthy Animals
My favorite company. When we first moved into our house they knocked on our door and I screamed they found me to the roommates. <3
Yep, it's why I haven't been getting overwhelmed. If I do, I just try to finish a few things and take it as a win. Which can be upsetting cause it makes you feel weak but can't let myself be discouraged.
It's more trying to rebuild confidence where I feel I can rely on myself.
Been positive lately, though definitely been dealing with a Fractured Identity. Proactive trying to rebuild friendships, confidence and what I can do.
Try not to get frustrated at how slow the process can be. But if I do a little each day then maybe I'll feel something that feels like an end goal
Still not sure how to get re-involved after years of being bedridden due to heart issues. Got my strength back still fatigued but just been feeling lost.
I'm thankful for @xthefox.bsky.social being extremely helpful in creating a comfortable place in VR to resocialize. He's been a lifesaver! <3
I'm that man in Orange, no idea what this is from but found this at least funny someone shared this with me thinking I was involved. XD
Some locals that I don't know except @aureobull.bsky.social
I appreciate the two who set this all up and invited me, Azu I believe. Terrible with first time names. Apparently I went too hardcore full suiting but someone has to.
