I canβt even explain how depressed I feel right now π’
I canβt even explain how depressed I feel right now π’
I really need some time off work to heal
This round of bipolar depression is fucking shit. I donβt even want to get out of bed in the mornings π’
Mentally in a really bad place right now
At what point do I go to the doctors with a bipolar depression episode. π₯Ή
I have had zero support from the NHS during this miscarriage. Iβve not even been given a fucking leaflet or anything. Just left to deal with it on my own and that makes me so so sad
I am sinking in depression π’
I canβt sleep I feel like the life has been drained out of me. Misscarrige is horrible and the amount of tests scans and examinations Iβve had done over the last 2 days has mentally done me
I was pregnant and bleeding for 5 fucking days and nobody would see or scan me. It took me waiting 6 hours in A&E last night to find out Iβd misscaried.
Iβm so sad and angry
Honestly itβs ridiculous Iβve called multipul times and Iβm basically being left to bleed till Thursday π
7 weeks pregnant bleeding and canβt get a scan till Thursday. This is the state of the NHS right now π₯²
I really need some good prayers
Life is going 100 miles an hour right now. Home life is really stressful with kids playing up etc and Iβm so tried I just need a week to sleep tbh
I am not ok right now. I have so much going around in my head I dont think I can cope
Iβve just sat in bed and sobbed. Itβs been a really hard December this year for various reasons.
Thereβs something about a new year hitting me when I realise itβs been another year without my brother. Iβm so sad right now
Iβve booked an intensive driving course!!!
Holy fucking shit Iβm terrified π±
I swear to fucking god Iβm on the verge of a breakdown. The mess, the noise and everything in between. I canβt cope
Life has been super overwhelming this last few weeks. Home work and everything in between
I think 2025 is time to change my career up. Iβm really not vibing in this trade anymore
I have 2 jobs to do today. Make the trifle and cook the red cabbage.
Really trying to ground myself today. Iβm so overwhelmed Iβm on the verge of tears and I donβt know why. Christmas is just 1 day.
I feel low. Mums got a sick bug so Christmas is abit up in the air. Plus grief and general being overwhelmed.
Aw sorry to hear that hope your ok x
Right back at yah x
Iβm not ok. I want to go to bed and cry but Iβve got thr kids π’
Grief always gets me in the run up to Christmas I feel like Iβm stuck in a trance. Got sent home from work early cause I just canβt concentrate.
That sounds lovely
Who else is more excited for Gavin and Stacey than actual Christmas Day itβs self?
Christmas is such a hard time for my mum since losing my brother. She looks so stressed today π’
I wish I had a normal job where I actually finish for a Christmas break. Granted I get Christmas and Boxing Day off but I want 2 weeks like loads of other people