Ugh

i say some of the most stupid and embarrassing things sometimes and i just wanna rip out my own throat bc of it

being sick and working all the time makes life feel so shitty

were you sad or brave?

i am so scared of climate change lol

this app is so hard to be on sometimes

i really hate whatever it is my roommate over seasons their eggs with bc it makes the whole house smell like crispy burnt

i really wish it was possible for my partner and i to live alone lol

feel like dookie

i need like twenty monster energy drinks rn

there it is again, that funny feeling

i hope my absence haunts you forever

"wHy DoNt I hAvE aNyFrIeNdS?" i dunno buddy, theres one common denominator in that situation and it points to you

i hate people

i will use the functions given to me on social media as i want, im entitled to feel comfortable too, blocks go both ways lol

people be acting so snakey then be shocked when i dont want to interact lol

i don't wanna leave like this 'cause the last thing i want to do is make my people make decisions wondering what to do.

i just want to catch a break from the world

three people and my cat keep me on this planet

yikesss someone im mutuals w on main is starting to interact with this person i really dont vibe with... so thats a bit of a bummer

i hate crying. ugh.

i feel like such shit and im so embarrassed to even feel this way

im trying to cope with everything so hard rn lol

people piss me off so bad UGH

i want to sob my eyes out
does no one realize how fucking heavy my burden is

on day one of my period

how is everyone elses day? :))

august 27th... its my dads birthday today

yet another day clung with guilt because of my no contact with my parents since january

big ol depression wave coming in and i know its just because everywhere i look people are shitty, cruel, and selfish

im so tired of being tired, no matter how much i sleep

i miss my family but i know i dont at the same time, i miss the idea of the family they were

tbf ive never truly felt like theyve cared about me beyond materialistic value and what emotional needs they can get from me but still.