Fu k my chungus life bro
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Fu k my chungus life bro
Day 5 of pain and suffering ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
Getting better though just.... so slowly
Yk when I was eating the dairy alternative yogurt I wasn't thinking about the nuclear fallout that would cause on my body LMFAO
The biggest loss by FAR with this recurrence is getting faked out that coffee is ok so im glad I have another bev to look forward to
Another victory is there is now a no sugar liquid iv mango pineapple and that shit is good as hell DAMN, I can't eat mango or pineapple rn so it scratches that itch so well
Like I can eat steak now fuck yeah dude, made my day lowkey
For as much bad as there has been recently this whole experience really has put into perspective how important the little victories are in my life
Dificid (cdiff antibiotic)
God damn it
We're at the point where I'm feeling 50/50 if this is gonna develop into a recurrence ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ dear god I really fucking hope not lol
Ugh I'm so tired lol
I've hit 20lbs dropped ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ luckily starting to taper off and I'm stabilizing but fuck dude I feel like slenderman
"Wow you could've ended up with sepsis if this was left untreated" mightve been a targeted attack towards me ๐ญ
I think the worst thing about health anxiety is when its proven right, it just kind of weaponizes ur fear since ur hunch was right that one time
Also its not bad at all I just need pt :) I have a pretty mild case. At worst I'll just need a surgery but unlikely
For summary I was having arm issues and pain for a good chunk of February and March that was really bad, it got better but only to about 80% and i finally got into pt via referral where I got the diagnosis, I think the tos triggered the cdiff in my gut which super destroyed me lol
Just got diagnosed with neurogenic thoracic outlet syndrome, after all of this time the original cause has been diagnosed oh my god ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Was kind of dreading the day id get off antibiotics lowkey ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ the thing that makes it awful is the aftermath symptoms are almost identical to the og infection so it becomes "fuck am i having a recurrence" simulator
I also think there really isn't that much on cdiff and I think more people should know about it because there's like 10000 things I've only heard due to semi obsessive research
At this point I really want to make a yt video summarizing this whole experience bc it's been genuinely insane ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ the misdiagnosed diverticulitis into cdiff was some actual house MD level shit bro ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
*Talked
Talkee with doc and its likely costochondritis or other inflammation so nothing serious but man it's ANNOYING ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Rib pain....
Just a very persistent bacteria in the colon ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ id compare the experience to getting mono, but then getting anxiety that mono is coming back and then it comes back and also you get ibs and freaky symptoms. I'm in pain and losing a ton of weight but I'm alive and will stay alive ๐ญ
2 days of pain just because i tried a new food dude ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ no sign of stopping either ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Fun fact! Did you know you can develop ibs post cdiff ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ more fun fact: you don't want ibs ๐ฅฒ
Advice never get cdiff fucking ever it will destroy ur life for 4+ months
Fr though i am improving so dw ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ just thought it was funny, the dificid does tank my energy though lol
I'm taking like 7 meds a day, i barely have the energy to do anything and it feels like my body is tweaking in new ways not tweaked before
I'm actually larping my 60s ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
If u get a holter monitor I stg shower before trust me they won't let you fucking shower I am the fucking stinkerton I'm so miserable
Will try!!!