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@rowan42

Fanfic writer, GO and Hellaverse fan. Radioapple, Radiojoy, Stolitz, and Aziracrow shipper. Lover of good whiskeys. I have a drawer full of novelty socks. Tiger in human disguise. Recently diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes

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a cat is hanging from a tree branch with the words yep just a bit windy below it ALT: a cat is hanging from a tree branch with the words yep just a bit windy below it

Me today at Market:

12.03.2026 03:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"You don't need to." Crowley says, his breath hitching just a bit. "But I want to." Audax says, turning in Crowley's arms so they're facing each other. "I need you to know that I understand. You're always going to miss...who I used to be, even if it's just a little."
"...yeah."

12.03.2026 01:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

There is more!

12.03.2026 00:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"I love you too." Crowley says, understanding the hidden meaning behind the words. "You. Audax. My bewildering, adorable, silly little Spider. Okay?" He tightens his grip just enough to make Audax squeak a little in surprise. "I wish I could apologize a hundred times for how I acted."

11.03.2026 14:15 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

For a long while, though, he would look at himself in the mirror, trying with all his might to recall what 'Angel' had looked like. There was nothing. Audax couldn't bring even the faintest memory to the surface.
"Audax?" Crowley's concerned voice brought him out of his thoughts.

10.03.2026 04:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Though it wasn't easy, those first few--well, months, if Audax is being honest with himself. Oh, Crowley stopped being downright cold and dismissive to him fairly quickly, but it took much longer for Crowley to stop automatically referring to Audax by...the other name.

10.03.2026 02:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I love!!!

10.03.2026 02:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Crowley you're...boohhoooo...you're so good...wahh...you're so good to me..."

09.03.2026 15:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Aziraphale: *Blubbing* Okay

09.03.2026 15:06 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"And tea!"
"Of course tea. Can't have cake without tea."

09.03.2026 15:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Aziraphale nodding while still crying

09.03.2026 15:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Opera and ballet are staples of the arts, Crowley!"
"I know, Angel, I know."

09.03.2026 14:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 7 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Crowley, patting Aziraphale's shoulder as he rants: I know, Angel, I know.

09.03.2026 13:17 ๐Ÿ‘ 9 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"That's one thing you never lost, Spider." Crowley says, coming up and gently embracing Audax from behind. "Whoever you were, you always had this insatiable desire to learn about the world around you." He rests his chin on Audax's shoulder. "It's why I love you."

09.03.2026 13:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Could you perhaps close off a section of the living room?" Aziraphale offers. "It would allow you to do your stone and wax work, plus give me a chance to watch you." Crowley looks thoughtful.
"Maybe? Be even better if you had another room, though. One with a big window."

09.03.2026 13:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Wouldn't be the first cold night I'd slept on the street, but thank you all the same." Aziraphale says as they head out of the cafe and back towards the hotel. "Perhaps that's something you could raise awareness of- how poorly managed many shelters are."

09.03.2026 13:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Drop something red

09.03.2026 02:49 ๐Ÿ‘ 12 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

"Trees do tend to stay rather still, yes." Audax says with a laugh. "And your grandmothers were very wise, little spider." He lets out a strand of web from his hand, and Charlie climbs on. "Like you are."

08.03.2026 05:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"And a good dusting." Aziraphale says, looking around. "I could call someone, have them in by..."
"No." Crowley says decidedly. "I'll do it. It'll be relaxing for me, to get it into decent shape. Then maybe we can go desk shopping."

08.03.2026 05:42 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Sounds wonderful." Aziraphale says, standing up. "Oh, and...thank you. Not only for the coffee, but for trusting me."
"Yeah, of course." Crowley says with a smile.

08.03.2026 05:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Same!

08.03.2026 05:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

LMAOOO

08.03.2026 05:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Found my old fanfic dot net profile and I think the funniest thing on there is me being adamant that I will never ever write slash fic

08.03.2026 05:38 ๐Ÿ‘ 8 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Indeed.

08.03.2026 05:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oh by the by, if you want a WEIRD and also CREEPY Florida story, look up Carl Tanzler.

08.03.2026 05:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"As God is my witness, I thought turkeys could fly."

08.03.2026 05:03 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Me too! "Let's blow up this giant animal! Oh no, giant animal parts are now raining down on us!"

08.03.2026 05:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Crazy stories both

08.03.2026 04:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
08.03.2026 04:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"Oh, you're having the fish? Did you ever hear about the time a whale beached itself in California and they had the bright idea to blow it up to get rid of the corpse? Yeah, it...really didn't go as planned. Oh, and then there was the time in Florida where a python tried to eat a gator and exploded.

08.03.2026 04:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0