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DesMephisto

@desmephisto

She/her, used to be somebody now I'm finally just me. Level 2 autistic, I'm smart but break easily, be kind.

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When you think about it, being transgender is about as cyberpunk as it gets.

10.03.2026 21:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

A bunch of kids are dead and it was only to serve a sick twisted power fantasy.

Fuck this.

01.03.2026 00:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 84 ๐Ÿ” 16 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think WoW has reached a point where we're more of a legend than the NPCs are and IDK how I feel about that.

28.02.2026 03:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I like how I travel over half the continent and then for some reason they expect me to serve them drinks.

After everything I've done for Azeroth the least they could have done is bought me the round, SMH

28.02.2026 03:06 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Potatotoad is a real enemy name in Midnight.

Tastes like...potato?

27.02.2026 19:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Doing a casual morning stream for a bit :)

drops are enabled

www.twitch.tv/DesMephisto

27.02.2026 16:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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SHARD OF DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN

every fucking time.

27.02.2026 03:57 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Streaming #Midnight early access and twitch drops are enabled!

So happy with my results and it'll only get better according to the surgeon! ๐Ÿฅฐ

www.twitch.tv/DesMephisto

26.02.2026 23:51 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Taking your bra off has got to be one of the greatest feelings in the world.

It's like getting a full breath of air. Incredible, no notes.

26.02.2026 23:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Literal fucking nightmare coming home. Over an hour to get back + headache with transportation.

I'm gonna eat and relax some and then hopefully go live for a bit :)

Wish I had the energy to start right now but I'm fucking dead.

26.02.2026 23:03 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Today is going to be a little tight for me as I have my 3 month checkup for FFS but hoping to go live at the same time as EA launch for #Midnight

It'll be nice to talk to everyone again <3

26.02.2026 17:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

That was basically my transition tho.

Everything must be purple or pink now.

26.02.2026 01:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Managed to finally win my appeals.

Kaiser has to cover hair removal for my shoulders/arms/thighs/buttocks/legs.

Independent Medical Review is important, I shouldn't have to fight this much but glad I won!

25.02.2026 18:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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3 months post FFS - no makeup (minus a little left over eyeshadow from the day before)

25.02.2026 00:17 ๐Ÿ‘ 18 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you! I still have almost 9 months worth of healing to go but for 3 months this is some amazing progress :3

25.02.2026 01:57 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The first 2 weeks are really magical.

25.02.2026 00:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Like, its crazy, this was pre FFS

25.02.2026 00:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Actual insanity, I might post a before photo at some point but damn FFS felt like it did nothing but it did a lot.

25.02.2026 00:20 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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3 months post FFS - no makeup (minus a little left over eyeshadow from the day before)

25.02.2026 00:17 ๐Ÿ‘ 18 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I just want to feel human again.

Constantly having near zero energy while tackling appointment after appointment to take care of myself just keeps me in a constant trap of fatigue.

23.02.2026 00:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It took me over 4 hours of calling and waiting on the phone to POSSIBLY get my name and gender update for kaiser.

That is insanity, holy shit. I wont even know if it went thru until Thursday.

14.02.2026 18:12 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

So I'm guessing Discord was in the Epstein files? Seems oddly timed.

10.02.2026 21:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My total and permanently disabled discharge went through after nearly a year ๐Ÿ˜…

I think this means I'm officially debt free!

10.02.2026 15:57 ๐Ÿ‘ 9 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Gender affirming thought of today:

I can in fact now calm my tits.

05.02.2026 23:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 8 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a video game says arthas this entire city must be purified ALT: a video game says arthas this entire city must be purified

You know, I wasn't on his side then but given the circumstances of today he was a real one.

04.02.2026 00:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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mount acquired, now I can focus on Phrecia Thursday.

27.01.2026 22:53 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Surgeon said they're perfect! Finally all the loose skin I have had a use!

27.01.2026 18:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

They look great for being only 1 week in. I still have some sensitivity so yay!

27.01.2026 18:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'll be seeing my breast for the first time today.

Been nervous and wanted to wait for my 1 week check up before looking at them.

Cautiously optimistic ๐Ÿ˜Š

27.01.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 10 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Then there is my deadass neighborhood from housing launch.

I'll be interested in seeing how blizz addresses dead neighborhoods for stuff like this.

23.01.2026 06:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0