I must return to the mines for them... i miss em
I must return to the mines for them... i miss em
im just a little guy...... i WILL be key smashing under your posts. >:3
hahaha i'm sorry!! i understand the feeling, for sure lol
i imagine it'll be similar to bobette which is bleeehhhgggggggggh. but qwel has mentioned tweaking twisted appearance and rng elements so hopefully it won't be as torturous
not embarassed cause of what it is i draw, just cause its porn. but i've gotten better about like not being so shy about it. cause there's nothing to be shy about lol
lol you have the advantage of having met me irl and seeing i'm just extremely shy...
getting caught = research ๐ and SAME i want bassie soooooooooooo bad. i also hope gigi gets a skin!! but idk if that's cope
yesss. my favorite thing is retweeting something and watching the persons numbers explode because of the extra eyes LMAO the bran touch
but yeah for otd specifically i just lovessss it. i'm so glad to see the community growing
idk why i'm so talkative tonight ๐คจ i gotta stfu and play dandy's world
hahahah like that's so wild to me to imagine... the bran meetup
YAGHHHHH im trying
when i talk about this i don't want pity or ass pats... i hate seeming that way, LMAO. just reflecting i guess. i feel like i have 100 followers, not this many lol
we are all Branlings
which is good. but i think i could maybe use a little more ego, like 2%. feels like im always second guessing myself and feeling shy and embarrassed and stuff. i hope one day i can feel proud instead of, like, "isn't this just luck?"... i guess thats imposter syndrome or whatever
ie: when you ask me about of the devil fans i don't think of myself as particularly special or more known, just driven. when people would say i'm a "puppygirl staple" i would laugh because that sounds so ridiculous. i guess to me it just feels like we're all the same
it's kind of funny... with 60k followers i think people think i'm intimidating or maybe even a little egotistical. but to be honest how i think hasn't changed at all. to me i'm not really anyone, just a person, and it's hard to imagine i'm anything "more"... lol
i sometimes feel embarrassed that this is what i do, and i feel embarrassed that people perceive me... but i'd like to think that what i draw is at least a little unique. and maybe important to certain people
lowkey the most slept on character in the entire franchise
*girls can jerk off to that stuff too. but that's the best way i can think to describe it. can i blend my more verbose, simplistic art with the those traits successfully? how many people can i turn on at once spanning across multiple demographics? for the same reasons, different?
my focus tbh is not to make anyone horny. i just draw what i think is interesting. but i've been wondering, what would it look like if i was trying to make people horny... like what would i draw... i just think it would be a fun experiment to try and draw from a more "male gazey"* pov
recently i've been thinking about my art and where the "gaze" lies... i've been wondering what like normal ass guys jack off to when it comes to r34 and it seems like there's a very base focus on boobs, ass, rendering the feeling of soft flesh. that's very foreign to me, i think i focus on feelings
i hate drawing furries now, it's so far out of my wheelhouse. but when i was a kid i would obsessively draw sly cooper stuff. like hundreds of pages at all times, they're all gone now but my parents even comment on it now sometimes lol
i feel like i was like one canon event away from becoming a furry. like if one thing had shifted i wouldn't be here and i'd instead be off somewhere else drawing boobed up cats
i grew up with a lot of foundational furry stuff but i think getting into anime made it so i ended up drawing people
it's great isn't it
OMG i remember reading some crazy group sex fic or something and being like "girls... can do that together....???"
taught me to use "rule 34" as a search term early on
here's how my tastes have evolved and my top four now... lmao
all of my usernames in like 2007 were "puddingmewmew" "xXMewmewPuddingXx" etc like i was insane
I WAS HER AGE I WAS HER AGE!!!!!!! the other girls felt too old/mature to me... in fifth grade lmao. i also think i liked her outfit a lot
nowadays i feel like my fave is lowkey berry or ichigo... but they're all so cute honestly