dreading coming home.
05.03.2026 18:21
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feeling a little better
16.02.2026 20:31
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kill me already.
16.02.2026 19:26
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im just a useless waste of everything
16.02.2026 17:35
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someone should kill me.
16.02.2026 17:27
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fucking worthless.
15.02.2026 02:26
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too demotivated to do any of my missing schoolwork but i have so much schoolwork...
11.02.2026 16:58
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never not dysphoric.
04.02.2026 14:39
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i hope i wasn't too late.
03.02.2026 14:15
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oh fuck. oh fuck. oh fuck.
03.02.2026 12:11
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I wish my step mom's only mood wasn't pissy. I wish she could just be happy for once. But no.
Now she's mad at me for something that isn't even my fault.
31.01.2026 18:33
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i fucking hate my step mom. she'll clean my room and shove something of mine somewhere obscure and not tell me. Most recently: my computer charger went missing and i don't know where the hell it is and now i can't play Icarus with Flare because it doesn't run on Steam Deck and i can't charge my PC
30.01.2026 04:29
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if I didn't push my luck.
22.01.2026 18:11
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that loss was all my fault.
All of them were my fault except for one.
would've won if I did it right.
22.01.2026 18:11
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why does robotics always result in drama?
22.01.2026 16:46
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i almost did it again
20.01.2026 03:25
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i cant keep going on like this.
17.01.2026 07:22
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i kept thinking about killing myself. specifically with a shotgun. all day.
17.01.2026 04:16
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i ended up cutting myself.
no blood. but.
it still happened.
i hate this
17.01.2026 04:00
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can i get one day? one day without her finding the smallest thing to get angry at me for?
16.01.2026 13:18
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i feel like they don't even give a damn about my mental health any more.
they just see me as something that's broken.
something that needs fixed.
no matter the measures.
15.01.2026 04:00
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whenever i say anything to her she either gets all snippy with me or just mumbles at a volume where I can just barely hear her and it's pissing me off
if I did that I would be gone.
13.01.2026 19:59
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i just want to cry.
08.01.2026 12:20
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its been three days since break ended and im already spiraling from the stress
07.01.2026 21:23
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But at the same time I don't.
07.01.2026 20:35
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But I want to.
07.01.2026 20:09
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im not gonna hurt myself. too scared to do that.
07.01.2026 01:46
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pain feels good and i don't like that
07.01.2026 01:41
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Now I see why my brother left as fast as he did.
07.01.2026 01:13
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istg my step mom is a fucking brick wall
she talked about wanting to hit me before btw but that was years ago and she hasn't done it again thankfully. won't ever forget though.
07.01.2026 01:05
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