🌱 evan / charley 🌻

night lights
#nitw #nightinthewoods #maeborowski #furry #art

i like hi m

home from work. this will be a self care afternoon for me. i really just need to relax and work on art for a while to recenter

i’m not out as trans at work and i refuse to directly acknowledge it to anyone but a student just called me mister (my name) like 4 times in a row and it was obviously not her making a mistake and i didnt correct her. what if i cried

no offense but listening to the manifesto gorillaz while biking down the mountain roads of my town and looking out at the peaks gotta be one of the best experiences in life

on the mountainnnnnnnnnenn

well when he gets into this state

part 2

listen to my drunk rambles about my favorite game for a while

WTFFFFF GORGEOUS

where dread common awe replaces

hasly

the dispo near me has 10% off for teachers and gives free capri sun

these are so awesome

gave the kids my google form survey and all of them had songs that werent appropriate to share and couldnt think of any music they listened to that wasnt explicit 😭😭😭

Starlight (feat. Emma Aibara & 4evr) YouTube video by purityleech - Topic

music.youtube.com/watch?v=r_Hb...
goodbye starlight fading away
you and i are a light fading away

lrt cringe thats right around where i grew up too

The trans NB employee fired by Chili's for being trans worked at their Rosemont, IL location. For all the furries out there, this is across I-90 from MFF

Y'all might want to avoid Chili's & Maggiano's, especially when MFF rolls around later in the year. I'm sure there's better places to eat out at

dude it sucks and its like. sometimes things people say will hit me right in that part that has trauma and the other parts will be fine but then suddenly i cant function

sorry for all the depressing personal stuff. im really trying to keep it to a low roar theres just been a lot happening

part of the reason i went to Get them more is bc i felt bad for eating a lot of the last ones so like. the bitchery levels were unreal, i let her have it. obviously she feels bad so im gonna drop it. but jeeessus

like she didnt know i fell and was in pain but she also didnt ask and didnt take 2 seconds after seeing the ice creams i bought before launching into why i did something wrong. so even on its own it was shitty. but when i was just having cried and my knees were bloody it was just. too much

she told me to count the ice creams i ate and then said “yeah thats a lot honey. you binge eat” and i wasnt in the mood so i asked why she was such a bitch. and after that last night we didnt talk

last night came home on my bike after falling pretty hard and hurting both my knees, i brought home ice cream for the family from circle k and before i know it she’s scolding me for “eating the last ice creams too fast” and yelling at me for “binge eating them” unbeknownst i was in a lot of pain

it was something really shitty too so i’m glad she apologized

my mom apologized to me for something she did yesterday??????? (she never apologizes???)

various things have compiled on me over the years i think i just have a really difficult relationship w it all

idk that comic i retweeted just hit really close to home. the way its juxtaposed against things family say that can be utterly invalidating and painful it jussttt. aawaa. a. need a hug maybe

tw mentions of sa

being an SA victim is like being part of the worlds shittiest fucking club and the worst part is i have like. amnesia about it and sometimes forget it happened to the degree that it did and then i remember and wanna be sick all over again

yeah. felt. today was a hard day all around for us too hoping wolves ok