The hawks are in the trees, hawkinβ¨
@radiantshado
Resting Black Woman βπ½ | Army Veteran π«‘ | Aquarius βοΈ Survivor:Thriving with longterm HIV (37 yrs), sobriety (37 yrs), PTSDπ«π Mental Health Advocate:Therapy enthusiast π¦ΈπΎββοΈ | Retired clergy βοΈ Celebrating 70 years of resilience, strength & magic π§πΎββοΈπ§πΎββοΈ
The hawks are in the trees, hawkinβ¨
Act my age? Who?!
Got approval to walk on my treadmill!
#congestiveheartfailure
#peripheralarterydisease
Giving myself permission to recover and reintegrate. Showing up for myselfβ¨ π§πΎββοΈ
When Iβm in pain: physical or emotional: I turn to the green babies. Todayβs lesson came from my monstera. Gifted years ago, during a season of survival came before knowing. Thatβs why sheβs beautifully twisted. A survivor.
I gave her a little support; and she kept growing.
I aspire to do the same.
π₯³
#tarot #judgement
When you know better, you do better card! π
And I may have to stop and just enjoy tincture/gummies.
I am enough. I deserve this. π
Candy-red, handrail included, and all mine: my writing + Patreon made it happen. πΆπΎββοΈ β¨
Sometimes the best moves start with a little βyesβ to yourself. π±
And thank you to my Patreon supporters. I need to push myself β¨ and that is okay!
the beautiful & ever so talented phyllis hyman, 1978
#musicsky #rip
Today is heavy.
The father who harmed me is gone.The mother who wouldnβt fight for me is absent in love.
I allow myself to feel this grief: anger, sorrow, confusion.
I honor the child I once was, who deserved care.
I survived.
In that survival, I hold space for my own love and tenderness. πΏ
βIf anyone needs a quiet place to land today/tomorrow, Iβll be checking messages on and off.
No advice: just listening.β
Yours is gorgeous!
Where my plant folks at?
#plantlife
#monstera
#support
#thebentoverwoman
Love your heart, it beats for you everyday! β€οΈ
#gored
#hearthealth
#pacemakerpowered
Bunching up my fitted sheets because I donβt know nor care to fold them properly. (Here ya go)
Easing into rest β¦
Thereβs a quiet knowing rising in me:
Iβm realizing I already have everything I need to step into whatβs calling next.
So Iβm following that first spark, that little inner yesβ¦
trusting that whatβs meant for me is already in motion.
#innerknowing #newbeginnings #trusttheyes