Juby

sketchbook #awitchscross #art

Oh nyoooo I can't

I made this WindWaker piece into a desk mat for @manamoonart.bsky.social ! They just opened preorders today :3

yeah!!

anyway I am happy to say that I have arrived at this doozy of a final boss, which also means my brain has been Going Through It to the point it feels like my head is being squeezed in constantly 😂😭

the part about therapy and healing that they don't warn you about is how it leaves you vulnerable to opportunistic people in your environment who actively sabotage your efforts for years so you don't even get to reach the final boss until you get rid of all of them like u would an actual infestation

jubyart - Twitch I'm Juby, a full-time freelance illustrator based in BC, Canada. I draw a webcomic called Cut Time and enjoy drawing people dancing! I've worked on various games and comic titles. River City Girls 2 i...

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drawingggggggg

it's that or the fact that it's tax season

when you see me staring off into space I'm just thinking about how much I love my OCs

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🥺🥺 thank you DC, that means a lot to me ;-;

sequel piece to "kindling"

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"Enlightened"

Fire is life
It's your fight to live
For your right to love.
Cleanse your soul of their wrongdoings,
Burn it all to cinders in your honour.
Spread your flames and fly, be free
enlightened by your anger.

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This is so lovely and sweet!! I love this kind of intimacy 🥺

Yeah that sounds exactly like how I experience my thoughts... I wonder if it's because they are more amorphous, like between feelings, ideas, imagery, intent, etc. Sometimes words just don't do it for me and I think in punctuations 😂

Yeah it sounds like most people hear their first-person pov voice, and not what it sounds like to others. I actually like to listen to my own streams cos it's weirdly reassuring and comforting to hear my own voice haha... I have such a strange disconnect with it

I don't think so because I can recall sounds and voices pretty vividly too. If I intend to, I can also think in my own voice but my default voice is very "quiet" or transparent

I don't think it's related, cos I also hear only a cadence and music affects my emotions all the time

yeah so I'm thinking there's at least three ways... no voice, a transparent voice, and a voice that mirrors the physical voice. I can put voices on artificially but it's definitely not the default in my head

does your default inner voice mirror your physical voice? I'm so fascinated that it's not an invisible voice like mine

it sounds like I lean towards how your brother's brain operates, cos I can "hear" words in my head, albeit in a transparent voice if that makes sense. Almost like a whisper but without the hissing and vibration.

ohh I can relate to that. I think when it becomes abstract like that I rely more on emotions and visualization? Still, my self-dialogue doesn't match my irl voice and I'm not sure why haha

ohh I kinda love the take that your internal voice feels more like your voice, cos that's how I feel about it too... Maybe because I spec'd more into writing and internalizing more than voicing things out loud. It's harder for me to orate my thoughts, maybe that's part of the disconnect

i'm not talking about the absence of self-dialogue, but the voices those thoughts come in

LOL yeah that's my experience too... I think I do decently recalling a voice in my head and ascribing words to it but I can't create a voice in my head. (I'm still looking for voices that match my OCs' 😂)

a narrator's voice 😂😂

My thoughts are voiceless by default as far as I can tell, but I can imagine voices for sure

I hear(?) the words sometimes but there is no voice, just a cadence or rhythm? Is there an auditory version of aphantasia

When you think to yourself, do you hear those thoughts in your own voice??

I didn't know you were supposed to think in your own voice, I am still so shook

I'm such an old person and a stickler for the analogue experience... my resistance to technology and social media trends is either going to pay off or ruin me the same way Bl*ckbuster's was,