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@bakedbucatini

engineer by day, grad student at night, always late to the party, little bit lost. slaying away, relentlessly (at least, trying to.) #workandstudy #adultgrind ๐Ÿงฎ๐Ÿ“‘๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿš๐ŸŽง๐Ÿœ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐ŸŽ’๐Ÿฅช๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ›ฃ๏ธโš“โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿšฒ๐Ÿš™๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿ’ค๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŒ…๐Ÿซง๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿงƒ๐Ÿ›ณ๏ธ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒ† - ๐Ÿ‡ฏ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡น

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Hi, so uhm, I know I'm not online that often .. but maybe, I think I'd like to connect with people in the same situation as me: stuck in a shitty workplace bc of work visa, and have to tough it out for another 18 months. What's helping you through the day to day grind?
#repostplease

04.02.2026 20:42 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

restarted my MSc today and haltingly confident about it ๐Ÿ‘€

18.01.2026 17:57 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

my kind of fun for New Year's Eve is going to bed early, wearing noise-cancelling headphones ๐Ÿ˜Œ

31.12.2025 19:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

started silly dancing to a song on the radio today, and felt suddenly happy for the first time in a long while. then I began to cry because I realised how much I've been missing that.

11.12.2025 10:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

been reading up on #add and gifted minds lately, and omg it explains so much. not as an excuse, but making sense of some pattern ๐Ÿซ 
not sure what to do with all this information, though

07.12.2025 10:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿค

30.11.2025 00:45 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

only indirectly. like, my employer has its HQ in a big city centre. if you drive, parking is your own problem, and private cost. but I can get a municipal public service ticket funded by my employer. so people who don't drive have more money in their pocket.

28.11.2025 12:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I so would like to post something positive or witty or funny on here, but somehow I just reach out when I'm down

25.11.2025 18:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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#PaseoDelGiorno

16.11.2025 15:22 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Christopher Tin: Live at Cadogan Hall - Waloyo Yamoni
Christopher Tin: Live at Cadogan Hall - Waloyo Yamoni YouTube video by Christopher Tin

youtu.be/XH6IT_tsSUI?...

15.11.2025 21:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

now listening:
Christopher Tin - "The Drop That Contained the Sea" - Royal Philharmonic Orchestra
๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒ…โœจ

15.11.2025 14:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

very nice ๐Ÿคฉ

12.11.2025 22:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

insomnia striking again ๐Ÿ˜ต

03.11.2025 01:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Me (many years ago): Yay I found some good old fashioned vintage net curtains for my flat!
My cats: Yay indeed!

01.11.2025 02:05 ๐Ÿ‘ 2783 ๐Ÿ” 195 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 80 ๐Ÿ“Œ 8

what's the secret to keep going if you somehow can't keep going? how to keep prowling on instead of just calling in sick, and giving up? any mantras? reasoning ?

01.11.2025 14:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

now, I know what my heart and soul want to do, but now I feel like a shitty friend and a tad antisocial, and just not sure if l'm isolating myself too much

29.10.2025 09:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

next year, money-wise, I have the choice of:
A - taking a short trip with a friend to a place I am passionate about (it would definitely be fun), or
B - a longer trip alone, going home, recharging some much needed energy and calm

29.10.2025 09:12 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

feel you ๐Ÿฅฒ

26.10.2025 05:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
1
Nurse:
Itโ€™s become a real problem in this area

2
Nurse:
Weโ€™ve seen the whole community lost to addiction

3
Show a building sign posted:
Westminster โ€˜Xโ€™ Addiction Clinic
With various Westminster people or looking at their phones outside it

Nurse:
Ministers, Spads, Researchersโ€ฆ

4
Nurse:
Most mornings weโ€™ll get a call about someone acting strangely 

[Nurse on phone taking a call]
Ok - weโ€™ll be right over

5
Nurse:
We just have a gentle chat 

[Nurses approach a minister โ€“Robert Jenrick? - standing in the Palace of Westminster

Minister:
I understand your concernsโ€ฆ

6
Nurse:
Are you OK love?

Minister:
Yes Iโ€™m just hearing legitimate concerns from real voters

7
Nurse:
Thatโ€™s a robot, a Nazi and a poorly-disguised Russian 

[Show that the people he is talking to are precisely these characters]

Nurse 2:
Give us your phone, love

8
Nurse:
At the clinic we put them in a Grass-Touching Pod, with a real voter to talk to

[We see them back at the clinic, holding the minister's head and pushing him into a glass isolation booth with a grass floor. And it is a baffled looking woman, on a chair, ready to talk to him.]

9
Minister:
YOU MUST BE WORRIED ABOUT THE COMING CIVIL WAR

[woman looks baffled]

10
woman:
I just want a bus service 

Minister:
LOOK AT MY FLAG 
[produces a St George's flag]

[ends]

1 Nurse: Itโ€™s become a real problem in this area 2 Nurse: Weโ€™ve seen the whole community lost to addiction 3 Show a building sign posted: Westminster โ€˜Xโ€™ Addiction Clinic With various Westminster people or looking at their phones outside it Nurse: Ministers, Spads, Researchersโ€ฆ 4 Nurse: Most mornings weโ€™ll get a call about someone acting strangely [Nurse on phone taking a call] Ok - weโ€™ll be right over 5 Nurse: We just have a gentle chat [Nurses approach a minister โ€“Robert Jenrick? - standing in the Palace of Westminster Minister: I understand your concernsโ€ฆ 6 Nurse: Are you OK love? Minister: Yes Iโ€™m just hearing legitimate concerns from real voters 7 Nurse: Thatโ€™s a robot, a Nazi and a poorly-disguised Russian [Show that the people he is talking to are precisely these characters] Nurse 2: Give us your phone, love 8 Nurse: At the clinic we put them in a Grass-Touching Pod, with a real voter to talk to [We see them back at the clinic, holding the minister's head and pushing him into a glass isolation booth with a grass floor. And it is a baffled looking woman, on a chair, ready to talk to him.] 9 Minister: YOU MUST BE WORRIED ABOUT THE COMING CIVIL WAR [woman looks baffled] 10 woman: I just want a bus service Minister: LOOK AT MY FLAG [produces a St George's flag] [ends]

19.10.2025 15:07 ๐Ÿ‘ 3366 ๐Ÿ” 1571 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 30 ๐Ÿ“Œ 90
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#PaseoDelGiorno

18.10.2025 13:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ†

16.10.2025 10:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

standard practice in the Netherlands

07.10.2025 12:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

easy, after Guernsey there's the gap for summer break and he's gonna be at location already. bill one holiday flight to the agency ๐Ÿฅณ

07.10.2025 08:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ˜

05.10.2025 17:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

early shift tomorrow. still struggling to fulfill all my work duties consistently. new week, new chance.

05.10.2025 17:26 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yeah fairly normal in central Europe, but feels confusing and dangerous if you're not used to it

05.10.2025 16:36 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...and a #femicide.

04.10.2025 15:45 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"We're going to create superintelligence" How about making outlook search work first. How about that

03.10.2025 17:18 ๐Ÿ‘ 10350 ๐Ÿ” 1759 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 97 ๐Ÿ“Œ 79

what a day at work. the only task was transcribing a meeting. did need all the 7 hours for that. my brain is fried.

28.09.2025 22:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

my takeaway from climate week nyc is that "climate storytelling" is a little too much "we must reimagine our deepest souls in relationship to mother nature and the moral abyss of the polycrisis into which we must now stare" and not enough "ok but get a heat pump"

28.09.2025 18:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 2410 ๐Ÿ” 429 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 81 ๐Ÿ“Œ 76