Hanmonster

HanMonster - Piczel.tv Stream

piczel.tv/watch/HanMon... I'm streaming for the afternoon and evening on Piczel! Come hang out with me while I chew on some more stuff from the queue this lovely Saturday!

Oh that’s very doable! Especially if you’re amenable to popping in on my art streams; I prefer to do it with clients present so you can yell at me in real time feedback for getting shit right lol

My drive is a mess but there’s some I fished out of the pile; they can be super basic and just basically a front and back for a design base or crazy with bells and whistles lol

drive.google.com/file/d/1DYy2... drive.google.com/file/d/13EYC... drive.google.com/file/d/1kUhu... drive.google.com/file/d/1esK9... drive.google.com/file/d/1qBqX...

I do! I’ve done a lot of them over the years with varying amounts of Stuff if you want to see any examples? Lemme grab my drive links

I just want to say, thank you to everyone who’s shared my work post and reached out to chat on commissions! I am delighted to report that rent is all paid and so excited to paint for so many of you!! Cat tax of Knock being attention starved below.

I bet witches with seasickness or poorly immune systems would LOVE this thing purring on their lap all day like a lumpy cat

Activity there is never expected nor required by anyone who’s part of it; it’s just a spot to get pings if having that through discord is more convenient, and also an easy place to communicate where I can see when people ping me back vs Bsky

discord.gg/ejpheanb Also! For anyone interested in joining my work discord (where I post wips and am generally around for yelling at, and also toss up stream pings when I do that): I present a link that should be valid a lke while

My rates are 40USD per hour for anything noncommercial and I’ll do Literally Whatever so long as it’s within my conceptual comfort zone, so please don't hesitate to yell at me if you want some Hanmonster art! Rent is… kind of due on the 3rd today and I’m still scrambling so hhh

I remain endlessly mad at myself for basically losing the whole of February to sickness

I don’t mean to sound desperate, capitalism’s just pounding down my doors and I still need about 25 hours of commission time to pay it orz

My rates are 40USD per hour for anything noncommercial and I’ll do Literally Whatever so long as it’s within my conceptual comfort zone, so please don't hesitate to yell at me if you want some Hanmonster art! Rent is… kind of due on the 3rd today and I’m still scrambling so hhh

ipad portraits come witth Timelapses to make up for the lack of streaming; you could get a thing like this!

Got the procreate portion of Tahiru‘a ipad portrait done yesterday! Was really feeling a melanchoclic, overcast stormy vibe for this gorgeous beast. I’m still open for these an alo standard streaming PS work right now!

I’m about to crash for a long nap beforeI try to work BUT! Rent is kind of imminent and I’m looking for work hours to complete in March so I can pay for my share of it. I’ll do portraits on iPad or regular photoshop stuff; now that my long tango with the scunge is finally done I can be productive!

Oh please do! Yell at me whenever if something comes of it!

They come with a bonus 3D crude bust blender file by the way! Not a quality I would consider currently print ready, but more than enough to use for drawing reference or just to have as a fun knickknack.

On the note of funds, this guy could still use a home and frankly at this point just about any money to put into rent would be welcome, so any remotely feasible offer I would accept to pass ’em on.

I’ll still be continuing to pick through what I do have on my queue that didn’t get touched while I was sick too; I tried to put off taking more on, but then the month kind of melted away while I was sleeping and capitalism doesn’t take kindly to that hhh

I apologize again for my slowness as of late; it hasn’t been fun or voluntary, but I can happily report it’s mostly let off now. Please don’t hesitate to yell at me here or on discord if you want something! And tentatively look forward to a lot of March streaming for real this time.

I’m about to crash for a long nap beforeI try to work BUT! Rent is kind of imminent and I’m looking for work hours to complete in March so I can pay for my share of it. I’ll do portraits on iPad or regular photoshop stuff; now that my long tango with the scunge is finally done I can be productive!

It’s also just an excellent video essay generally as many of his things are, but I find myself returning to it specifically a lot these days.

Fantasies of Nuremberg YouTube video by Jacob Geller

youtu.be/n9Ay5tzHIBU?... Thinking back to this Jacob Geller essay again for absolutely no reason. It really encompasses a lot of feelings for me I struggle articulating otherwise.

I meant NOT there, not now have, thank you autocorrect very cool

This country is really going out of its way to be cruel to people. I need that orange fuck and all his adjacent parasites in the ground yesterday. May each and every grave become a gender neutral bathroom unto eternity.

I try not to kick myself for being quiet about shit in real life; I’m an androgynous white heap of vaguely assumed traits that doesn’t get a lot of grief and that affords me luxuries braver people might now have. It’s just so tiring to see your Kind demonized endlessly.

Woke up from my short burst vertigo sleep to see some news shit about trans people in Kansas and immediately I just wanna curl up under my blankets again. Jesus Christ. I’m “safe” in being stealth and girl passing and off the books but hhhhhh

“Sometimes the magic invisible bone crystals in your ear get randomly stuck and angry an make you nearly barf or vomit when you roll your head the wrong way” sounds like such a fake disease I swear to god lmao

I know there are exercises to fix it and the last time I did them it did work but, I also projectile vomited in the process from the vertigo and man I am not looking forward to doing that again hhhh