hot girls have tummy problems i say as i take a bite of the tamest thing on the taco bell menu
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hot girls have tummy problems i say as i take a bite of the tamest thing on the taco bell menu
FUCKING LITERALLY
anyway i wrote this entire thread because i am a rwby fictive (important asterisk: we do not even like rwby) but if anyone knows the specifics of that i might just explode from embarrassment. so no proxies! sorry guys! you will neeeeever know which tempestling you are talking to!
i don't really have any complaints about our system functioning or anything and we don't want to fuse down either. we're happy as we are structure wise. but man it's a little complicated trying to get people to understand just how polyfragmented we are sometimes lmao
we've embraced being hostless at this point so our front is kind of a revolving door of randomness. it's a Lot. nobody is ever going to meet every single one of our alters. so to keep from people going "oh i haven't met you before!" every time we speak we just don't proxy
another thing is that it's So fucking hard for everybody to keep track of our recurring alters. we're so polyfragmented. our spreadsheet says 600+ and it's not even fully up to date. granted most of them don't front but that's still a lot for people to keep track of
the actual reason for this is that we're fictive heavy. and in the fandoms those fictives are sourced from. so we get a little embarrassed about people seeing us be out like that in public. so we pretty much only proxy with partner and girlfriend at this point
i think it's kinda funny how we're so open about being a system and then you ask us to proxy in public and barely anybody will do it. lmao.
actually if anyone wants to hear about the process of doing everything to get ready for this... i have been doing occasional updates here bulbagarden.net/threads/temp...
official post is going up later on but the plan right now is for physical copies of my book to go up for pre-order on saturday... I hope some of my followers are interested in buying because it would be so awesome and it would be so cool
really glad im not in my college town anymore because that place flash flooded like nowhere else i have ever seen. holy mother of GOD it was bad
well it's still storming but it's not a severe thunderstorm alert anymore. there is however a flash flood warning still going on oof
i love severe weather warnings said literally no one ever
will i feel better after getting up and eating something? yes. is my executive dysfunction making it incredibly difficult to get up and eat something? also yes.
no no it's fine i just didn't think the chronic pain symptom holder would be tae from poppin party
one of the funniest things our brain ever did was split tae from poppin party and then give her the worst endometriosis known to man
if it's good it's good and if it's not then uhhhhh ill explode my ao3 (this is a joke i will not be doing that)
starting to work on the tomori x mumo fic for my shipping series... and like every other fic thus far i am shaking in my boots and scared out of my mind that i am mischaracterizing tomori
bluesky kicked me out of my account on my computer so i can't easily post it when i answer something on tetratto uuuuugh
behavior like this is probably part of why they're stopping too. everybody get nicer right now
mortis "GET ON THE TRIKE" wakaba
woke up, told my girlfriend i love her, and discord went down. okay
maybe this is incomprehensible but it's 3 AM. literally who fucking cares
me when i show up to the workaholics who don't know how to rest convention and it's just another version of me there
some people have been acting so entitled to amaryllis' work when they've been doing this alone for years. i know we're going to miss SP but oh my god can people at least try to be nice to the person who did all of this for them
don't get me wrong i do think i have adhd. but also my autism is a lot more obvious and pressing. we're talking about the adhd first?? okay sure. whatever floats your boat
had one of the biggest laughs of my life earlier tonight when my mom said my sister in law told her to read a book about living with people with adhd. apparently it was originally because of my dad but my mom says it applies to me too and i laughed SO fucking hard
i will be fine if i can Do Literally Anything about it. but that's a lot easier said than done. and it's hard when i need to relax before i do stuff
having a day of unbelievable stress about my book series. i need to just calm down and try to relax but god everything feels so overwhelming right now
also i have been informed that some people thought i made this. i did not. it's from a shinycatherine video. and it's a vocal stim of mine now. ~ women ~