the people's fish

I need to dance and do drugs

ahw honey I miss you. ok. home soon. text me

maybe i'll be reincarnated as a theyfab

life is just constant stress and misery. I forget whether I actually enjoy anything

is anyone worried about me

sometimes someone says something that u know will immediately become part of ur world. thank u deli guy for "mashallah hot coffee coming at u"

and gf says - stop being cranky

and the furnace is broken

and we ran out of propane so I am cooking on the wood stove

and its girlfriends birthday

and its a snow day

nobody likes to hear me say this, it feels unsayable in polite company, I feel deranged and lost

our bodies are not the same body, I know, but it is doing a number on my own fragile sense of self understanding that has taken years to build up

and we are supposed to love it? she does ? I should ? then why all this ?

crazy to watch someone go through so much pain and suffering; joyfully, happily; receive praise and congratulations, interact with this whole complicated intricate medical establishment, to not have a body like mine

I got back some incredible photo scans last night. idk what to do with them

nobody should get what they want . or deserve. then maybe i'd be happy !

kicked off my 30th birthday by miming shooting myself in the head a dozen times with two little finger pistols. I never thought I'd live this long.

we should all get the people's surgery. quick nut chop at the local hospital. (they can pierce u at the same time if ur into it)

I hate surgery . except the one that I got

shooting myself in the face as gender affirming care

im gonna try and stick around. maybe one day I will get what what I need, want, deserve

my gf deserves so much better

I feel like the loneliest girl in the world, like not one person could possibly get it. I barely do

post op girlies so self righteous. truly disgusted and dismissive of my body. I had surgery too.

ive got so many feelings I feel like i am going to implode

anyways .

I love the great nation of quebec

federal government

I hate nonmonogamy . except when I am getting laid, of course