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Psionic Alienation

@ushdubsar

More Future, All Bad. I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff. Quotes are agreement. This, that, it/its

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1430/1700

25.02.2026 15:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you as ever.

3 days to get the rest of rent, I am at 930/1700, my roommate is in the hospital to try and get ahead of potential sepsis, I don't have backup plans: if I miss rent it could be homelessness again.

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

25.02.2026 15:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 7 ๐Ÿ” 7 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Thank you as always.

900/1700 with 4 days to go for getting rent. Extra will go to survival, things are tough

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

24.02.2026 22:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

900/1700 now, thank you

23.02.2026 19:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you for the thread

Still zeroed out and have 5 days to find 1700 for rent. I have other needs too but rent is immediately urgent

0/1700 rent, anything extra will go to food, medication, laundry, ex's car if we get past survival

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

23.02.2026 19:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 7 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

Thank you for the thread

Still zeroed out and have 5 days to find 1700 for rent. I have other needs too but rent is immediately urgent

0/1700 rent, anything extra will go to food, medication, laundry, ex's car if we get past survival

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

23.02.2026 19:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 7 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

Thank you for the thread

I got very ill the past few days and then woke up to an all day meltdown I won't be paid for at work yesterday, I am like a week behind on CFing and need rent asap.

0/1700 (someone sent food money a week ago but it all disappeared to the illness)

PayPal dimmekur@gmail.com

21.02.2026 17:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 11 ๐Ÿ” 14 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

thank you as ever.

0/1700 rent, 0/everything

Food and caffeine are becoming dire. Also need rent and every other little thing. No movement in a while.

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

17.02.2026 18:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Um. 0/??? For every other thing. its way more than 100. I am sick sorry

16.02.2026 20:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you for thread

Got sick again, zero balance, need caffeine asap for work, need food eventually, etc. Also need rent for march 1 and to help for my ex's car. 0/1700 rent 0/400 ex's car 0/100 caffeine for a month 0/100 every other things like food laundry etc etc

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

16.02.2026 20:12 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 6 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thanks for thread.

Got sick again. Zero balance, have food, no caffeine tho. Need rent 1700 ex's car stuff 400 caffeine abt 100 (it'll last me a month and change this isnt unreasonable) and all the other stuff including uh more food at some point laundry etc

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

16.02.2026 20:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 5 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Thank you for the thread

Food is still a problem, I need to come up with 1700 rent before March, need 400 for my ex's car situation, all the other things piling up too, whatever has me messed up rn is flattening me

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

14.02.2026 14:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 8 ๐Ÿ” 9 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

It is rapidly getting worse. Food is becoming an emergency

It may help to understand that I have absorption issues so I'm not getting enough even when I eat a lot of food, and I have had nothing today. It is very bad and it is escalating very quickly. Eg can't feel fingers now

09.02.2026 20:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you for the thread

Out of food this is really urgent I need food money like asap

Extras will go to rent (0/1700) and covering my ex's car situation... She's been really patient (0/400)

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com, the food is extremely urgent

09.02.2026 20:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Really not doing good, the no food situation is a very big problem

09.02.2026 20:26 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you for the thread.

I got very ill just after I made rent and it took until just now (the day I am properly out of food and left over money) to recover.

0/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, 0/100 me eating TODAY I have nothing left I can make this is not a drill.

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

09.02.2026 14:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 7 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

Nothing coming in. Feeling very doomed.

27.01.2026 03:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 9 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you as always.

No movement again, and have to dig into rent for food. I have 5 days to get rent fully funded...

1150/1700 rent, deadline Feb 1. Also need food transit etc.

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

26.01.2026 21:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 6 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

As always, thank you for the thread.

No hours at work this month it seems (okay, no, I get 3), so I am fully reliant on others.

1200/1700 and it will probably go down tomorrow without grocery help. Still also need 400 for my ex, plus laundry, transit, etc...

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com.

25.01.2026 20:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Thank you as always

1200/1700 rent deadline Feb 1, still need food and etc and ex's car money also but

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

24.01.2026 22:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 6 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Thank you as always

1200/1700 rent deadline Feb 1, still need food and etc and ex's car money also but

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

24.01.2026 22:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 6 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

1100/1700

23.01.2026 23:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

500/1700 now

23.01.2026 22:23 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you again for this

380/1700, there has been almost no movement, and I am deeply worried

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

23.01.2026 20:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 5 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

Thank you again for this

380/1700, there has been almost no movement, and I am deeply worried

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

23.01.2026 20:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 5 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

It's late enough no one is likely to see but I fear for my chances of making rent this month... 370/1700...

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

23.01.2026 08:26 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Thank you for the thread

400/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, 0/??? all the other little things I need to get, very badly need food and coat repairs

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

22.01.2026 17:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Exhausted and hungry, send help etc, I am just dead

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

22.01.2026 01:44 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 2 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Thank you as always

Still at 450/1700 rent, 0/400 ex's car, need groceries and coat repair and laundry and etc. Also due to lack of hours (mostly because I can't wake up) I probably only get like 90ish dollars from work this month...

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

21.01.2026 19:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Thank you as always.

450/1700 rent, deadline Feb 1. Need 400 to pay for my ex's car. Need other money for food and laundry and (very important) repairing my coats, they are badly torn and the temperature is supposed to be very low soon.

Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

21.01.2026 19:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 3 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0