hi bluesky hope all is well. been just very offline the last couple of months but finally had time to put out the first part of my best of 2025 lists!
got like 100+ songs already and should have the last half out in a week. hope you enjoy love you all!
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the fucking sample is killing me man wtf lmao
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hey if this gets veekay in a good car finally, i won't be mad lmfao. same with malukas silly season is gonna be fucking wild can't wait for all of this just for alex to now win ALL races next season lmfao
just been spending every day trying to get better. had a bad couple of days due to bad med reactions but i think i'm finally on the right path, so just keeping positive thoughts and shit. first time i'm really 100% trying to help and fix myself bc i've tried a lot and failed and it's different here
just trying to get back to a normal life - haven't prolly had that since april of this year. that's when i started spiraling and that's what caused me to seek help and they advised all this leave shit. just a reminder to the youngins that it's never too late to finally get help for your issues
learning that you have more mental illnesses than you thought was not the 30 year old revelation i expected but shit, it's been rough trying to adjust. meeting with docs and therapists weekly just so i can be back into shape for work has been crazy. i mean it's true but i never knew i was disabled
using this as a venting place since too many people follow me on twitter - been on work leave for a couple months and might have to extend it bc the meds they started me off with ain't helping and we gotta go back to square one. bit worried that it might not go through but grateful that i have this
as shocking and jarring as it is, i think he might do just fine in there; loads of unknowns in f2 but he does have the speed to excel in there. always thought he would be an indylifer
here's something nobody asked for - a 3.5 hour rap mix of stuff from august. uk, france, ny, small town louisiana, china, ugly 808s, too much music - we got it all - perfect to listen throughout y'all's week. hope y'all can enjoy it despite the length!
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south africa underground just post opium music lmfao
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lmfao these kids are fried man
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she didn't need to say that at the end but god damn this is hard
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bay area 808s be so stupid sometimes and i love it
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can't stop playing this dude like i've been cursed by him or something lmfao
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hey that means a lot fr lol will be sure to be on here more often then <3
good news tho is that like i'm getting better for the first time in forever - my job is super gracious and i'm so lucky i can get a couple of months off to sort things out and i'm still getting paid with insurance so like i can't complain at all. i'll be more candid here bc too many ppl on twitter
will try to do what i used to do on here and just manically post links and shit bc twitter so bad man lmfao i think everyone just getting exponentially insane by the day but i think that's just due to the state of literally everything in this world.
uhhhhh if y'all don't follow me on twitter - i been doing a buncha mixes bc i'm on work leave for a couple months (mental breakdown)
sao paulo funk: soundcloud.com/billdifferen...
buncha metal from this year: soundcloud.com/billdifferen...
kinda super long but idgaf. gonna do more soon <3
what's good y'all (i forgot my password for this thang)
