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She/it. Trans autistic wolfdyke. Hugo-nominated author, poet, gamer, statistician, bitch with teeth. Av: @originalzin.bsky.social πŸ’™ In girlfriends with @skybun.bsky.social and @cwill.net 18+ to follow. Ontario. Writing: AzureCanis.itch.io

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John Wick is proof that you don't need a Tolkien-esque dedication to worldbuilding, just say what sounds cool and stay vague enough that no one can call you on it

07.03.2026 03:47 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Do you think he keeps having shit happen where he gets his taco bell drive thru and the guy in the window is like "enjoy your meal... Mister Wick" and then you know there's gonna be a billion assassins

07.03.2026 02:23 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Maybe the joint is helping but John Wick 2 is one of the funniest fucking movies I've seen in quite awhile

07.03.2026 02:23 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
a black and white typography edit that reads "i am making permanent choices because i want permanent changes." the text is in all caps and is printed over a opened case of tools. the image is textured with very small halftone dots

a black and white typography edit that reads "i am making permanent choices because i want permanent changes." the text is in all caps and is printed over a opened case of tools. the image is textured with very small halftone dots

i ❣️ bodily autonomy

01.03.2026 21:23 πŸ‘ 6734 πŸ” 1833 πŸ’¬ 14 πŸ“Œ 16

We get through the cracks in the pavement, grow toward the light

06.03.2026 19:44 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

My fursona was a blue husky and when I started going to kink events/on fetlife I used the handle "Bluepup" and got used to being called Blue.

A partner I met at a kink event kept calling me that outside of the event and I liked it.

When I wanted to shed my deadname, I knew my answer already.

06.03.2026 19:43 πŸ‘ 16 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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21.11.2025 22:08 πŸ‘ 1595 πŸ” 534 πŸ’¬ 14 πŸ“Œ 29
Lyrics:
Heard that you were selling your piano and your car
It feels so weird to not reach out and ask you how you are
Wonder if you're moving or if money's just that tight
These are the kinds of questions to which I've resigned my rights

Ever since
I decided
There were things
That I needed
That you couldn't give to me
But I'm still wondering

Would we have turned a corner if I had waited?
Do I need to lower my expectations?
If we'd kept heading the same direction
Would we be home by now?
I don't know if I'd been okay with
Holding out hope for your stack of rain checks
If I had been able to grin and bear it
Would we be home by now?

Lyrics: Heard that you were selling your piano and your car It feels so weird to not reach out and ask you how you are Wonder if you're moving or if money's just that tight These are the kinds of questions to which I've resigned my rights Ever since I decided There were things That I needed That you couldn't give to me But I'm still wondering Would we have turned a corner if I had waited? Do I need to lower my expectations? If we'd kept heading the same direction Would we be home by now? I don't know if I'd been okay with Holding out hope for your stack of rain checks If I had been able to grin and bear it Would we be home by now?

For basically the first year after I left, "Home By Now" was the go-to "I need to cry and the tears won't come" solution. It so beautifully captures the complex grief that is mourning a relationship when you're the one who made the call to leave.

youtu.be/4JlmFyD7hXo?...

06.03.2026 18:45 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A white album that reads MUNA and has photos of the three band members

A white album that reads MUNA and has photos of the three band members

I do my best to challenge myself to buy an album from an artist I love every Bandcamp Friday since music streaming on any platform pays an insulating pittance.

This month is MUNA's self-titled album. Some of these songs got me through my divorce and helped me grieve

06.03.2026 18:37 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Tomorrow's Bandcamp Friday fundraiser will be for The Trans Continental Pipeline, helping trans folks leave hostile states (ahem, Kansas) for Colorado.

06.03.2026 02:00 πŸ‘ 664 πŸ” 301 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 18

Today is Bandcamp Friday.

06.03.2026 14:56 πŸ‘ 301 πŸ” 139 πŸ’¬ 8 πŸ“Œ 32
Me drinking out of a mug labeled "buying left at londons music on bandcamp friday juice" with the caption "yummy yummy this stuff is really good i wonder what it is"

Me drinking out of a mug labeled "buying left at londons music on bandcamp friday juice" with the caption "yummy yummy this stuff is really good i wonder what it is"

leftatlondon.bandcamp.com

06.03.2026 17:48 πŸ‘ 111 πŸ” 25 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I do it better and here’s the proof.

06.03.2026 17:53 πŸ‘ 39 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

You no longer need doors

06.03.2026 17:20 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
who's that pulling the wagon...? it's dodie. or possibly brodie.

who's that pulling the wagon...? it's dodie. or possibly brodie.

gearing up for the TAZGN7 Promo Gauntlet by digging through all the other books to see what fun bg details nobody has mentioned noticing... please don't sue over the legally distinct beast of burden pulling Garfield's getaway wagon, honored Mr. Jim Davis

06.03.2026 16:34 πŸ‘ 79 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

I think this would be a great time to end daylight savings time. None of us need to deal with an hour of missing sleep right now

06.03.2026 16:20 πŸ‘ 27 πŸ” 7 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
Toriel in Deltarune saying "Oh, sinning! That reminds me!"

Toriel in Deltarune saying "Oh, sinning! That reminds me!"

When you're on the ace spectrum and in LDRs and so forget about your libido for a week at time and then one of your partners sends you dirty pics

27.02.2026 18:55 πŸ‘ 22 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Two selfies of a white trans woman with blue hair in a slightly transparent leopard print top and a blue leather collar with heart shaped ring

Two selfies of a white trans woman with blue hair in a slightly transparent leopard print top and a blue leather collar with heart shaped ring

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Finding that a trick of feeling good is "when you get a chance to leave the house, wear the shit that feels hot rather than the one you always wear"

05.03.2026 03:36 πŸ‘ 25 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
A photo from ten years ago, of a white trans woman who hasn't quite figured it all out yet, still in a testosterone-dominated body, with rectangular glasses, short tousled brown hair, and a brown beard. She's smiling but it isn't quite reaching her eyes. 

An Undertale text box below saying "It's you!"

A photo from ten years ago, of a white trans woman who hasn't quite figured it all out yet, still in a testosterone-dominated body, with rectangular glasses, short tousled brown hair, and a brown beard. She's smiling but it isn't quite reaching her eyes. An Undertale text box below saying "It's you!"

The same woman a decade later. She has blue-dyed hair that comes down in a dramatic swoop on one side of her face, blue cats-eye glasses, and a distinctly different and more feminine face that has been altered by hormones and surgery.  She's in an orange tank top and a necklace with a wolf pendant. Her smile is easy, confident, alive.  

Undertale text box below: "Despite everything, it's still you."

The same woman a decade later. She has blue-dyed hair that comes down in a dramatic swoop on one side of her face, blue cats-eye glasses, and a distinctly different and more feminine face that has been altered by hormones and surgery. She's in an orange tank top and a necklace with a wolf pendant. Her smile is easy, confident, alive. Undertale text box below: "Despite everything, it's still you."

πŸ’”

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But it refused

05.03.2026 15:13 πŸ‘ 60 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A white trans woman with blue hair posing in a denim jacket and a translucent black top with pinstriped over a push up bra

A white trans woman with blue hair posing in a denim jacket and a translucent black top with pinstriped over a push up bra

Afraid to announce that I may becoming too powerful

05.03.2026 22:52 πŸ‘ 38 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Fridays sometimes call for a third cup of coffee

06.03.2026 16:11 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
danger 

hand crush in gears sign that says keep going im close

danger hand crush in gears sign that says keep going im close

robogirl getting this tattooed above her pussy to stay osha compliant

06.03.2026 14:30 πŸ‘ 171 πŸ” 40 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1

mons
the reason for the squeezin’

06.03.2026 13:21 πŸ‘ 29 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Hold on to anything #brainbunnies

06.03.2026 12:49 πŸ‘ 4746 πŸ” 1420 πŸ’¬ 27 πŸ“Œ 12
Art of a blue husky girl injecting herself in the thigh with a sparkly, glittery substance

Art of a blue husky girl injecting herself in the thigh with a sparkly, glittery substance

Every 5 days, I choose this again

(Art: Tamyra)

19.02.2026 15:32 πŸ‘ 459 πŸ” 127 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Happy anniversary!!

06.03.2026 02:53 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

"We're helping accelerate the global water crisis to shave a couple minutes off our coding, but it's cool we spend time double-checking it rather than just doing it ourselves"

06.03.2026 02:51 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Arc Raiders - Discord SDK Data Exposure Summary During gameplay of Arc Raiders, private Discord Direct Message (DM) conversations between two users were found being written in plaintext to a local game log file. Additionally, a full Discord...

So Arc Raiders is malware, basically.

If you use Discord either uninstall the game or stop using Discord because that "game" is accessing way too much data it shouldn't, even reading your DMs and sending them to the devs.

Super fun thing to find when Discord wants access to everyone's IDs.

05.03.2026 14:13 πŸ‘ 227 πŸ” 166 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 16
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kermit the frog is standing in front of a red curtain on a stage . Alt: kermit flailing

Yayyyyyyyyy

06.03.2026 01:41 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Only really figuring out the style that makes me happy in my 40s feels weird but I follow the joy and oh it's worth it

05.03.2026 23:16 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0