Being silenced is powerful. It's time for me to speak up about my abuse. docs.google.com/document/d/1...
Being silenced is powerful. It's time for me to speak up about my abuse. docs.google.com/document/d/1...
I'm starting to realize that the stuff on my list needs to be completed but I keep putting it in the back-burner for some reason. The only first priority on the list is to get that 'Birthday Cakeshop Documentary video' out there before I do anything else.
Okay yeah, we are finishing up the seed, let's do it. www.twitch.tv/smithjrblaqu... kick.com/smithjrblaqu...
Streaming Paper Mario Rando. Come hang out: www.twitch.tv/smithjrblaqu...
The man is back to do Star Road OMM Speedruns kick.com/smithjrblaqu...
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My very first time streaming on kick. :) kick.com/smithjrblaqu...
PM Randomizer is good. Come hangout with me. Lurk is welcome twitch.tv/SmithJrBlaquaLuigi
Yippie! Just turned 27 today. ๐๐
Goodbye, GVUSB2.
Hey there, female friends/associates. I am open to you for voice acting as a flight attendant & ATC tower in 3D Animation film. If you're interested in doing it, please direct message me on Discord or bluesky.
I have Sini and @keysartworks.jlbspeed.run record the lines for Mario/Luigi voices.
In my 5-year 3D modeling experience, my intended goal is to produce birthday animation projects in 3D from scratch out of love every year instead of being lazy by grabbing any image/video/ modeling files references off the internet. I really hope this makes sense of what I saidโค๏ธ. (2/2)
My hot take about AI image system: The thing about using AI to generate something new is essentially taking an image whether it's 2D or 3D images off the internet, and increase enhancement to make it look real. They think it's okay to own an AI art to make money off of it that's not theirs. (1/2)
got it :>
if i didnt choke ganon this would have been the best speedrun i have ever done
still dethroned the chinese cheatbox and the swedish after 10+ years using a slower console though!!
YES YES.... YEEEEESSSSS!!!! CONGRATS TO @violinspeedruns.bsky.social for reaching Top 5 on the leaderboard! Well done my man.
HUGE IMPROVEMENT FOR TOP 5! LETS FUCKING GOOOOO, I'm so proud of this dude today. :D
Doing Star Road OMM speedruns to obtain PBs. www.twitch.tv/smithjrblaqu...
Haven't been posting in bluesky for a while. I hope you guys are well, hydrated, and getting your day started in the morning.
Living in a house with neon lights and TV in my bedroom is what I needed. No ambiance around the house at all. I just love living by myself alone.
At this point, I think I'll have to start pinging someone on discord along with the lines of: "asking for permission to dm." for things like help or speedrun races with friends before proceeding, Otherwise I'm on my own and I won't being a bother anymore.
I don't even know if grinding for Twitch Partner is a thing for me atm. The issue is I don't have in real life friends from school, but there are opportunities to meet friends in college who are on Autism spectrum like me, I can improve over time then accomplishing my achievement on twitch. :)
I understand that if anyone doesn't understand where I'm coming from, it's just that I didn't want to challenge new things because of this.
These are the things I am facing challenges, but it could be a well-known fact that my interests are in fact repetitive.
Am I matter? Yes.
Do I go outside too often? No.
Do I talk too much around people? maybe.
Do I listen to others well in real life and online? Partially but not fully.
Do I explain things well to people about my interests such as 3D Art, computers? Absolutely.
Most of the time, I just play Nintendo 64 games in my own time at home by myself. I don't tend to go outside and play sports. It's not really my thing.
As you saw some content, I usually play my favorite games on Twitch, such as Mario and other Rareware games I grew up with. I realize that playing other games I haven't tried or heard of is what counts as uninterested activities.
I don't think Autism Spectrum disorder I am diagnosed with can be cured. it's a lifelong to live with, according to doing my research. I can do anything I can by taking care of myself while on level 1 Spectrum.
Although I'm not perfect, nobody is perfect. Mistakes happens in life. As a person with Autism (ASD) and OCD. I like to organize things in the house including gaming room to make it look really nice, but I haven't shared any photos of them yet. I'll send them whenever I'm ready.
My perspective is very simple and being able to explain how I feel about it. I'm living to have a perfect life alone, I just wish I can remove isolation out of my life.
There's no such thing as afterlife. My existence is still here while I am doing my own thing for the rest of my eternity until my body passes onto another body after reborn.