Decoherence

Xea I wish you were here.
You'd solve this.

I feel sick

Did I write that or did the viscoxite?

I'm finding myself places I don't remember going. In the middle of tasks I don't remember starting. I'm also hungry and tired, something I barely feel when the viscoxite is with me. Nothing makes sense.

Yeah. There's got to be more to it.

Yeah you're right...B-41V3 is a location code for past the Great Filter. But it's only vaguely mapped as far as I know

I'm having moments where I lapse in memory, but it's not the same. It's not tampering with me in any way.

I think it's trying to tell me something, but usually it speaks to me directly...if it's connected to Xea, I can't figure out why.

It's just not interacting with me as it usually does. I don't think it's away, but it doesn't feel...right

Why are you leaving me cryptic messages? Why aren't you talking to me?

Why do I barely feel you here?
What is 4315?

I found this next to my bed.

I've not been feeling ...right lately.
It's like I'm right back at the beginning of all this. The weight of everything on my shoulders.

To have a host and claim it's themselves, for all I've gathered. It confuses me, it was so much more restrictive at first, but it's relaxed it's vice on me the more we've been together. And now...I'm getting the cold shoulder it seems.

Still nothing, Viscoxite?
I know you're here.

Maybe it's finally got bored of toying with me. Good, I'll focus on locating Xea.

Has anyone intercepted any more messages?

It absolutely knows something. It's been incredibly quiet lately, I can barely feel its presence. I know it's back with me, but it hasn't taken control at all and isn't answering me.

I wonder if the between and 4th plane are connected too...I never got that clearance with the DSA. Xea would know.

Trust me, as much as it wants to, I know it can't yet. It gets frustrated when it can't open my locks.

And I don't want to think about that. It better not mess with my memories.

I'm reading what my...the viscoxite wrote while I was asleep. Why was it even in a jar?

Something changed when it came back from its recent trip to the 4th plane. It won't tell me, but I feel like it knows more than it's letting on.

Fine. Keep your secrets. And stay out of mine.

Yeah.
If she's in a TH who knows when we will receive them. Right now time as we know it isn't moving the same for her. Which worries me. When exactly is she?

Thanks for your aid.
If I can get my hands on an older tech ship, I might be able to at least leave this planet. I'm grounded, but old tech might be undetectable through the Stratoscan

1245 is Xea's unit.

I'm lucid, it's given me control, but I should be angrier.

But it's given me clarity at least. I keep checking the logs, and she's not said anything new. I'm worried she's slipped into a time hole.

Yeah it's hexadecimal, Xea likes to use it.

Those coordinates are before the Great Filter. Which is good to have, but say nothing about where she could be now.

Plus without a ship with nebflux and warpdrive it just wouldn't be possible. And only the DSA produces those ships for their pilots.

It's Aza.

It's merely my body stretched around my host, same as your skin around your organs, mine protects my host.

It can stay intact in the fourth plane, but requires a body here in the 3rd plane to keep shape.

Some use full coating to keep their host calm, some hosts learn to enjoy it.

Aza finds it all quite unnerving, but I'm slowly conditioning him to find it less so.

Currently I am fully out, but he is not lucid.

Depends on the Viscoxite. Personally I like the way we look with Aza's skin, plus going outside is easier this way.

There is no difference between the two. In the home I will have my arms and tail out, it's just more convenient.

I suppose the question I should ask you first is if you know quantum mechanics thoroughly enough.

Aza reacts emotionally rather than rationally to situations. We want to find her, but just to 'want' is not enough. A plan is needed. There is a bigger picture here.

I see no point in doing so. If he needs some aid, I give it. I'm here to make him happier. Aza is still learning to be a host.

And no, we don't.

Of sorts, yes. He is safe and calm.

I cannot talk as to what it would be like to have a Viscoxite as a bodymate, as I am one, but I will say I am fond of the Fenleid form I've taken.

The Aza you have interacted with is pacified as of right now, due to his stress and anxiety levels regarding his friend, Xea.

Please feel free to ask me questions, and I may answer.

I do not know who I was trapped for. We Viscoxites just appear on the third plane and find a host.

During my returns home to the fourth plane, I have not found the reason for this containment. +

Hello.

I am Aza. A Viscoxite being hosted by a Fenleid (the Aza from previous posts). I felt an introduction was necessary.

Aza saved my larva form from containment. Whether he considers that intentional or not, I am grateful for our bond. +

Planists are the navigators once a craft enters the Between. 3.5D isn't normal space. Hence Deep Space.

And it's complicated. But yeah, get that pilot licence.