Sympathy for a Large Language Model
My therapist asks me why I want to be a writer.
In which I empathise with ChatGPT more than is healthy.
One of my writing goals for this month was to publish two new blog posts. This one's an exercise in releasing things rather than trying to perfect them.
substack.com/home/post/p-...
#creativenonfiction #personalessay #writing #nonfiction
27.02.2026 12:02
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You're forgiven :P
25.02.2026 12:38
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Today I've been distracted from trying to absorb info about Right to Choose for ADHD assessments by the need to Google "how would a Napoleonic era man be most likely to smoke tobacco" and "what does this Italian pasta shape translate as" so I think it's safe to say the author writing me is a hack.
25.02.2026 10:58
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Me last night: "I'm tonsilmaxxing. I'm going Look After Me Mode. I'm no longer a sub-38-degree body tempcel."
17.02.2026 13:39
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Most people seem to like the existing title, but I do appreciate that pun :P
11.02.2026 20:02
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So fun fact - my longer golem-related project is based on the idea of Frankenstein's monster as a flesh golem.
22.01.2026 10:17
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Robin Hood but Little John is a golem. That's it, that's the idea, now bully me into writing it. #writing
21.01.2026 15:35
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UMRU / unrest, by Daniel Kahn
11 track album
"O, Got-bruder,
Vu iz dayn erd?
Ganvest Yehude
Mit a shpadl un a shverd."
"Oh, Godbrother
Where is your soil?
You're stealing Judea
With a shovel and a sword..."
Got this one on repeat <3 The whole album is so good
borschtbeat.bandcamp.com/album/umru-u...
#danielkahn #klezmer #music
18.01.2026 14:51
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Also I should possibly have been using the words "allistic" and "allistic culture" instead of "neurotypical". But oh well.
17.11.2025 16:18
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Also to be extra clear, neurodivergent / autistic people are just as capable of being vague or passive aggressive as neurotypicals, we are not elevated beings, etc etc.
17.11.2025 16:14
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To clarify, when I say "Neurotypical culture" I don't mean "all neurotypicals do this", I just mean the cultural norms in social spaces where everyone's assumed to be neurotypical.
I find some of these norms much more tiring than the ones that develop in majority-neurodivergent social spaces.
17.11.2025 16:10
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The difference between these can sometimes be guessed based on number of question marks used ("?" is more likely to mean 1 or 2, "??" or "???" is more likely to be options 3-5), but this varies between people.
17.11.2025 14:42
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Example:
"This is actually a statement but I'm putting a question mark on the end?"
Here, the question mark is a tone indicator that means any of:
1. (/uncertain)
2. (/confused)
3. (/irritated)
4. (/distressed)
5. (/you should know this already and you should feel bad for not knowing it)
17.11.2025 14:42
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Lukewarm take:
Neurotypical culture also has tone indicators for text communication - they're just shit and don't work as well.
#autistic
17.11.2025 14:41
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I have now seen Guillermo Del Toro's Frankenstein and I am NOT NORMAL about it.
31.10.2025 22:30
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I did do a bit of code-diving to give myself a clue for the conditions I had to aim for to get it π
17.10.2025 23:14
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I just explained davening / shuckling to my partner as "religiously-sanctioned stimming".
13.10.2025 15:10
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I just managed to get "Dynamic Duo", I'm very pleased with myself :D
10.10.2025 21:02
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Has anyone already written a pretentious article about frogs as a versatile symbol for various political / social movements in the 21st century? Cause if not I might have to.
10.10.2025 12:35
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Game Review: The Ghost and the Golem
When I went into Choice of Gamesβ Jewish shtetl-themed text adventure βThe Ghost and the Golemβ, I expected to do one, maybe two playthroughs and then put it down. I'm now coming up on 10+ playthrough...
When I went into #ChoiceofGamesβ Jewish shtetl-themed text adventure βThe Ghost and the Golemβ, I expected to do one, maybe two playthroughs and then put it down. I'm now coming up on 10+ playthroughs and Iβm still going.
Rest of review here:
beccacpmiles.wixsite.com/beccamiles/p...
08.10.2025 14:17
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thinking of putting together a poetry chapbook, any advice? #poetry #writingcommunity
04.10.2025 19:32
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I counted 26 instances of people being harassed for using the "correct" bathroom under the guidance.
Who could have seen this coming.
28.08.2025 16:41
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#writingcommunity, what are your *practical* tips for getting past perfectionism?
Things like exercises, rituals, communities, specific writing books -- anything that isn't just "Stop being perfectionist / 1st draft should be bad / get words on page."
I know these things; I want to act on them.
03.08.2025 11:26
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One of my favourite things about watching TV with my partner is their compulsive need to know where all the actors went to school.
Bonus fun every time they go "Ugh, RADA, of course."
02.08.2025 12:07
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I'm back in the archives (The Times this time) and I keep getting jump-scared by the name of this play from 1931.
29.07.2025 14:38
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I would like to pinch his cheeks
26.07.2025 22:06
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calkestis.tumblr.com/post/6972630...
This one ^
26.07.2025 22:04
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