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actually scratch that no need to even google it because all google search images now are fucking DallE shit

i talk about how much i hate AI art all the time but fr it physically repulses me. i can't even bring myself to google it. how do people like this

if i was rich i would use all my money to pay real artists commissions

considering what the next post will be titled but sth like

"Oops! The OCs I Made in Fifth Grade Are Now Committing War Crimes"

Finding My Voice Between Genres: Why My Story Isn't Fantasy or Historical Fiction (But Both) The Writer You Are vs. The Writer You Think You Should Be

i love that blog writing is cool again and i'm having a lot of fun with substack!
anyway here is my first post (still feel embarrassed talking about my book...in detail... how do you guys not feel stupid talking about your writing. i struggle)

open.substack.com/pub/desgraci...

you had the quintessential american dream life but the vast majority did not and also it's completely irrelevant to today's society lol

like cool bro my dad worked until he was 70 and lived in poverty for his entire childhood and my family members are regularly threatened by ICE

every time my professors make me watch a video of a billionaire/CEO interview where the guy is like 90 years old like "when i was 5 i came to america and worked in the factory and started my own insurance company and i never got depressed once"

They only had him and Tribbie but I wish they made a pomegranate one for Mydei

Had to get the Anaxa guava green tea at 7-eleven

True, the less they know the better sometimes lol

I have told my mom I’m studying business/marketing and she was like today, “i didn’t know you were studying that”

does any of you guy feel like your parents know so little about your life even though they say they care, but can’t even remember basic details like what your job is or what you’re studying in school

Also the topic was something about greed and someone was said "yeah we shouldn't put our energy to things that don't matter, like sex, smoking, fast food, instead focus on god's commands"

meanwhile I'm sitting there like i'm going to fucking family mart after this and buying menthols

Me: I'm really into writing...my book
A guy: what kind of book is it?
Me: uh. Fantasy
What i wanted to say: it has direct analogies to my own trauma of being raised under oppressive religious institutions

I will say this made for excellent writing inspiration but they made everyone say one thing theyre passionate about and it was like

So an acquaintance invited me to a party that was actually a Bible discussion group and I had to sit through that for 2 hours pretending like I was interested in God LMAOOOO

Also asking me when I’m coming back

I’ll come back when America doesn’t fucking suck how about that

Idk i just get tired of explaining the same shit over and over about things they could easily google or read about themselves (i know I’m being vague but it’s always the same boomer stuff about ‘do they have ____ in Asia’)

First time in a while I’ve talked to my older family members on the phone and felt pissed off after hanging up

"Thou shall not Tommy gun" is hard af. I chose a gr8 era to write about

type shit

Trying to trust the process but 😫😫😫

Me reading my drafts: i am good writer I am good writer I am good write i am good wirter I am good at writing i am good writ I write good me is writer

i s2g the funniest things about these terms are the example sentences like i am fucking wheezing

if you're ever feeling sad just go through urbandictionary terms i guarantee you will feel happy again

normalize using this to refer to AI

Sorry i fucking love the meme of dude whoever he is the vibe is just how I feel about everything

Me when characters go insane and laugh maniacally and destroy the world

yes I finally finished the 3.4 trailblaze mission and phainon really is that bitch, loved the anime cutscene that shit was fire