That thing sure can choke on it

How was i better off last year than i am now

Literally back at square one and it kinda sucks

Gut feeling that despite introspection im going to need to cut off the recent things ive grown attached too

Ah well, if it happens again imma just dip

Ugh i feel like things are just gonna repeat themselves again

a carnal critter need to get pickup while im being a menace and split in two

Need to get my back broke by someone taller than me

WIDER! FASTER! **THICKER**

Im getting there slowly >w>

AWWRFF >w>

:>

Also very real possibility i just need to go to therapy, either works but christ

But we are getting a doc appointment to see if we can figure things out

No idea why! Just generally i have been feeling extremely isolated! And really havent been proven wrong on that front by people

Honestly am fairly certain i have some personality disorder or something going on because things have not been good for me recently

Methinks that i need to start keeping in mind that im pretty much on my own

Yea

Im better off reserving my feelings atp, like whats the point

Meh smth at least needs to happen

My problems will be dealt with this week o777

Hell im still on the fence and am waiting to see if they even bother with me without being prompted

An image of a marten.

#marten #mustelid

Im drafting a goodbye type message to someone rn and despite how tempting it is to make a whole manifesto to explain myself, its not fair to myself to do anything beyond the basics

This whole this has been a bout of growing pains

I like growing as a person but jfc it sucks sometimes

U can should get a polaroid of u [redacted]ing me

Do you or do u not want physical bat ass

Oomf i have a polaroid

Sliding u my “has a really photogenic hole” business card